hello..haiz today is my bdae!! haha but it isn't a veri good one...got like kinda veri angry, saddened, hurt...again.... todae i feel as though my friends treat me like a canned food... whenever they need my , the will just bring me down frm the shelf, whenever they dun need or want me, they will just put me back.....they keep using me..... they dun even understand how i feel anymore.... no wonder my mum keeps on telling me, good and lasting friends are hard to find..... they keep taking things as jokes....dun even noe wat is hurtful or stuff...its my bdae im supposed to be happy and cheerful all day but i dun seem to be...if i was, it was all fake.... it was just put on..... actually i feel veri depressed...... nat keeps telling me not to do stupid stuff to myself....i hav to keep to my promise i tell myself i dun know how long i can last........ i dun even feel like.......nah nvm...anw.... i onli enjoyed the part of the day when my family went to celebrate my day........ now in my group of friends, i dunno who to trust or who not to trust any longer....it seems as though i cannot trust anybody... pls who likes friends who are back-stabbers? friends who dun realli care abt u, who dun care if ur hurt or sad and keep thinking tt everything is a joke???? haiz ppl will obviously want those friends whom, no matter rain or shine would come to ur rescue rite? and would care abt u and lend u a listening ear to u when to need one...........ok...shall stop here... goin now....... -alicia
xoxo
Jesus my strength!
Come to me, all of you who are tired and have heavy loads. I give you rest
Matthew 11:25
Princess
ALICIA
HIS beloved
24 oct 91
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