my JESUS loves me!

Changi Airport Millionaire Dance

2010-06-12T01:35:00.000+08:00

Jesus take control

2010-02-09T02:09:00.006+08:00

HELP ME I THINK I SCREWED IT UP AGAINNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )))):

it is my faultttt. i know you had a history of bad romances, i am sorrryyyyyyyyyy. i didnt mean to use the word FRIENDS so freely. i mean.

JESUS TAKE CONTROLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

me alone cannot take this mountain. as strong as i may be, this mountain is far too huge for my small hands to handle anymore. i need help!!! Jesus take over.

i am putting him into your precious hands. keep him safe, unhurt and teach him to guard his heart how You taught me to guard mine. you provide for him the things i cannot provide for him. when he is weak, Lord, You be his strength!

thinking abt stuff makes me want to cry.
TEARS GO IN JESUS NAME!!!!!

Swear i mean it this time

Oh Florida please be stil tonight
don't disturb this love of mine
Look how he's so serene
you've gotta help me out
And count the stars to form the lines
and find the words we'll sing in time
I wanna keep him dreaming
it's my one wish I won't forget this

I'm outdated, overrated, morning seems so far away

So I'll sing a melody
and hope to God he's listening
sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
your lullaby for all the times
hoping that my voice could get it right

If luck is on my side tonight
my clumsy tongue will make it right
And risk the touch it isn't much
but it's enough
To form imaginary lines
forget your scars we'll forget mine
The hours change so fast
Oh God please make this last

I'm outdated, overrated, morning seems so far away

So I'll sing a melody
and hope to God he's listening
sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
your lullaby for all the times
hoping that my voice could get it right
could get it right

And you could crush me
but please don't crush me
Cause baby I'm a dreamer for sure
And I wont let you down
I swear this time I mean it

And I'll sing a melody
and hope to god he's listening
sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
your lullaby for all the times
hoping that my voice could get it right
could get it right

END

If it means alot to you <3

2009-12-14T22:23:00.001+08:00

If It Means A Lot To You lyrics

And hey darling
I hope you're good tonight
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving
Yeah I want it but no I don't need it
Tell me something sweet to get me by
'Cause I can't come back home till they're singing

La, la la la la la la

'Til everyone is singing

If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in our past
Well it might be for the best

And hey sweetie
Well I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't want to be leaving me
Yeah you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side
But I know you can't come home 'til they're singing

La, la la la la la la

'Til everyone is singing

La, la la la la la la

If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in our past
Well it might be for the best

You know you can't give me what I need
And even though you mean so much to me
I can't wait through everything

Is this really happening?
I swear I'll never be happy again
And don't you dare say we can just be friends
I'm not some boy that you can sway
We knew it'd happen eventually

La, la la la la la la

Now Everybody's singing

La, la la la la la la

i'm all about you

2009-10-30T01:02:00.002+08:00

"I'm All About You"

There's somethin' that
I've got to say
You're always with me
Even though, you're far away
Talkin to you on my cell
Just the sound of your voice
Makes my heart melt
Oh girl, well it's true

I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have
To question my love

And every night
There's a new crowd
But it's always you
That I'm singing about
There is only one these words
Are going out to
Oh girl, I'm all about you

I know you worry sometimes,
Some other girl will make me forget you're mine
There's not a doubt in this world
That anyone could take the
Place of my number one girl

It's true
I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have
To question my love

And every night
There's a new crowd
But it's always you
That I'm singing about
There is only one these words
Are going out to

Oh girl, I'm all about you
When i close my eyes i can see you
It's like your right here
And this feeling's only gettin' stronger
You're with me everywhere

I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have
To question my love

And every night
There's a new crowd
But it's always you
That I'm singing about
There is only one these words
Are goin' out to

Oh girl, I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you....

By: Aaron Carter <3

i thought i could really do it this time. but somehow it is getting way worst than it was before. why. i dont know. even i cant explain myself this time. it has been too long. someone help me.
<3

Cast my Cares on the Lord THE VICTORY IS MINE!

2009-10-04T11:00:00.002+08:00

With everything

Open our eyes
To see the things that make Your heart cry
To be the church that You would desire
Your light to be seen

VERSE 2:
Break down our pride
And all the walls weâ€™ve built up inside
Our earthly crowns and all our desires
We lay at Your feet

PRE CHORUS:
Let hope rise
And darkness tremble
In Your holy light
That every eye will see
Jesus our God
Great and mighty to be praised

[ Hillsong Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
VERSE 3:
God of all days
Glorious in all of Your ways
Oh the majesty the wonder and grace
In the light of Your Name

CHORUS:
With everything
With everything
We will shout for Your glory
With everything
With everything
We will shout forth Your praise

CHORUS 2:
Our hearts they cry
Be glorified
Be lifted high above all names
For You our King
With everything
We will shout forth Your praise

THE VICTORY IS MINE TO KEEP!!!!!

Honour's night

2009-10-02T15:01:00.002+08:00

This was Honour's Night!!!! (((: pretty right??? <3

Pretty picture!

JINGKAI THE NEHNEH

Hong Xiang!!! haha the hair isnt messy pls! ((((:

JAMIEEEE

REMY AND IVAN ((:

mountains

SHEREEEEEEE AND REMYYYY

Joy!

FAMILY

BERNNNNSSSSSS!!!!!!

beeeeeeee, who had to leave early )): and the pretty one on my left. <3

Devotions 2nd oct 09

2009-10-02T14:59:00.002+08:00

This is something i read on Devotions:
Imagine a father playing with his five-year-old son, when he notices a splinter embedded in his little boy’s thumb. The concerned father asks, “When did you get this?”

“A few days ago,” the boy answers.

“Why didn’t you tell Daddy about it?”

“I thought you were too busy and that I shouldn’t bother you.”

If you were that father, wouldn’t it break your heart to hear your child say this to you?

A splinter in one’s thumb may be a small thing, but there is nothing too small when it concerns your child because if it affects him, it affects you too. Now, no matter how old you are today, you are still God’s child, so don’t think that your problem is too small for God. If it is important to you, it is important to your Father too. Beloved, always remember that He is your Abba, Father!

preston's bday

2009-09-27T19:15:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRESTON!!!!!

we went high on the way home! ((:

shir and preston so cute!!! ((:

and i <3 my editing! minmin was trying to pretend to fly. (i think)

I LOVE THE BALLOONS!!!!

SISTERSSSS!!!

we irritated an old man on the mrt with the large amount of balloons & the picture taking. HEEHEE!

LEAVE ME ALONE

2009-09-19T13:08:00.001+08:00

Leave me alone- The Veronicas

I'm getting tired of you pushing me 'round
Dragging me down, making a sound
Because you wanna
I guess that's why I like messing with you
Putting you through a lesson or two
Because I'm gonna

Before I go my own way
I just gotta say

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, so oh
Leave me alone
This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown, so oh

Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leve me alone

There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun, getting it done
What an illusion
'Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn't be, I need to be free
Of this confusion

Don't give me a guilt trip
Because I'm so over it

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, so oh
Leave me alone
This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown, so oh

Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leave me alone

Don't turn around and don't look back
I see right through all your selfless acts

Oh
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, so oh
Leave me alone
This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown, so oh

Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leave me alone

Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone, leave me alone (leave me alone)
Leave me alone

Leave me alone
Leave me alone (I'll feel better on my own)
Leave me alone
Leave me alone

Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone, leave me alone
Leave me alone

HURRICANE STREETS

2009-04-08T19:23:00.001+08:00

The storm is rushing on me
Here's the flood flash
I feel so locked and loaded
Let me out, let me out

Wake up in a wasteland
Where the trees are crashing fast
Make or break
The road explodes
Get out, get out of this town

Live faster, live stronger
Let us speed up
Or get blown over
Time's wasting
How much longer
Before i get myself free
Of these hurricane streets?

Headed for disaster
Way beyond the fear
In the rearview
Watch it all just disappear
Disappear

I don't care where i'm headed
Anywhere but here
Won't waste my life
Can't waste another night
In this town, this town

Live faster, live stronger
Let us speed up
Or get blown over
Time's wasting
How much longer
Before i get myself free
Of these hurricane...

Leaves are blowing down the streets
Wind crawling up our knees
Somebody get the keys
Rain is flowing from the sky
But no fear in our eyes
We're ready to fly

Live faster, live stronger
Let us speed up
Or get blown over
Time's wasting
How much longer
Before i get myself free
Of these hurricane streets? (x2)

JC1 in ACJC

2008-09-06T01:30:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!! omg i havent posted in ages!!! ((: anyways. i am now in ACJC. haii. soon to be AWESOME school ok! ((: i am learning to love it. <33 i realized i am starting to hate having a blog. cause once in a while i will have this temptation to come on just to look at it. and see how many people actually tagged. haii. it is quite troublesome ah. sian. life in ACJC is really different. i miss ST NICKS more more more. ACJC has a different culture altogether. i still love SWIM there, so it is a good thing i guess. i love it mainly cause i have an extremely caring CCA teacher, plus my awesome swimbabes clique, and and and i am in Comittee. so fun. i have to get promoted this year! and i will! AMEN! ((: Jesus loves me!! <33 i will be back. SOON! ((:

ps: it has been 2years++ now.

MI- missed!

2008-02-23T23:23:00.004+08:00

I, ALICIA TAN EN-LING, MISSES MI AND ALL HER FRIENDS!!!!

i miss my class 08A2!
i miss ij clique!
i miss the mornings, me sitting alone at the stadium all alone before everyone comes
i miss my daling johnia comming to accompany me in the morning to talk!
i miss the canteen and its cashcard system
i miss the suckie food
i miss eating chicken rice with steph and johnia
i miss shirlynn and brenda talking to me abt HOTTEST GOSSIP!
i miss DARLING tell me abt the convs with people online the day b4!
i miss all the intestesting things we talk abt online
i miss class outings
i miss mass convs online
i miss talking to many people from MI online
i miss writing on steph's notebook
i miss drawing on my papers and notes
i miss the boring lessons
i miss laughing at everything i see
i miss the BOB joke
i miss my slowness in MI
i miss them saying i am too loud
i miss teasing pao and steph
i miss afian irritating me abt CMI
i miss that alex stare
i miss that hanif's SEXY VOICE, and gaynes
i miss that look on paolo's face
i miss taking so many class pictures
i miss isaac and his wierd laughter
i miss johnia and he messy curtain hair
i miss purr and farhana. and their 'Piece of Me'
i miss my pe partner SUE
i miss melissa and her many stories
i miss ryan and his many piercings
i miss the times we all watched movies together
i miss the times we lunched together
i miss the times we spent at the stadium
i miss ISAAC'S CARDS!!
i miss the time we ponned chinese together
i miss us playing stupid games
i miss us screaming when playing Heart Attack
i miss us flinging the cards around when playing heart attack
i miss the Pe lessons
i miss the games we play during PE
i miss the screaming when playing the games
i miss the stupid soccer ball
i miss playing and winning with 08A2 girls
i miss the long breaks we have
i miss the long waits the girls have to wait when the guys take their BUBBLE BATH
i miss playing volley ball with shir's class
i miss the time i banged brenda in the elbow
i miss the guy from MI that always screams or shouts at the wrong time
i miss the morn assembly
i miss the 08A1 guy and his WOLF joke
i miss 08A1 guy teasing ROBERT. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
i miss the short line 08A1 always has
i miss the running to the back of the line thing we always do
i miss the changing of new bags everytime i go sch
i miss purr saying 'she is wearing my shoe!'
i miss melissa and her quiet tapping
i miss Sue and her huge blue bag and floorball stick
i miss steph and her funny actions
i miss the school song
i miss staring at people
i miss the gossiping between me and johnia
i miss my lessons with miss ching
i miss miss ching saboing me all the time
i miss the time we went island creamery
i miss photo taking
i miss the teachers and their wierd pronounciation
i miss the pinky and the brain song steph and johnia made me listen to
i miss them scaring me at the stadium
i miss the blurr steph
i miss the tripping of steph
i miss the laughing of me at every single silly thing
i miss the pond
i miss the staircase
i miss the running to class cos our entire class is late
i miss the time pao almost got into a fight
i miss V day in MI
i miss shir and her scandal
i miss camwhoring on the mrt with brenda
i miss the 'factory' at work in the mrt one day before v day
i miss the buying of cute v day gifts
i miss the walking to west mall with 08A2
i miss the taking of buses to west mall with shir and brenda
i miss the long train rides home from bukit batok
i miss the rushing to trng from bukit batok
i miss the ice skating with them
i miss the fact that afian and isaac always think i am angry
i miss how isaac is forever late even though he stays opposite MI
i miss the ivan lim saying things over the mike
i miss purr saying 'he is my husband'
i miss the library
i miss the GP teacher (he has issues)
i miss the sleeping in lessons
i miss johnia turning although there is no more staircase left
i miss me sitting PROPERLY
i miss econs lesson
i miss the hot and stuffy GP classroom
i miss the toilet, and the things i do there!! ((:
i miss us having gatherings in the toilet
i miss the water cooler
i miss them teasing me and isaac. (when nth is actually goin on)
i miss myself teasing johnia and ........................
i miss teasing steph and pao
i miss afian pulling hanif and .................. together
i miss that isaac and his ah beng-ness
i miss afian and his calcutator
i miss hanif and his shirt, always has lose hair on it, make me and steph uncomfortable
i miss afian and his big head
i miss hanif and his big head
i miss steph telling me abt their heads
i miss me johnia and steph voting 'the biggest head'
i miss myself folding and giving way hearts
i miss me feeling uncomfortable when i sit in class
i miss myself kicking johnia, isaac and erica
i miss them teaching me how to play bridge
i miss my sudden laughs
i miss alex and his LAME-NESS
i miss the windows
i miss them playing with the windows
i miss the fact that the guys always sit in front
i miss all of us sleeping during GP
i miss the mood of my class
i miss my entire class
i miss everyone of them alot alot alot alot alot alot
i miss my ij clique and our frequent lunches!
i miss the slackie-ness of my class
i miss the together-ness of my class
i miss the bonded 08A2
i miss all our nonsense
i miss all the times we spent together
i miss my scandalous class!!!!!
I MISS 08A2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

as i am writing this, i am crying and laughing at the same time. i really miss all of you! alot alot alot alot alot alot alot. can we pls meet up soon! i want to meet.
i really want. i am not enjoying! i will want to meet, even tho i know i might not be able to commit the time. but i want!!!!!!! i LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!! missing you loads loads loads loads!!!

SPECIAL FRIEND I MISS YOU TOO!!! (thanks for lending me a listening ear!)

low

2008-02-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

"Low"
(feat. T-Pain)

[Intro - T-Pain]
Mmmmmmmm
Let me talk to 'em
Let me talk to 'em
Mmmmmmm
Let me talk to 'em
C'mon!

[Chorus (T-Pain):]
Shawty had them apple bottom jeans (jeans)
Boots with the fur (with the fur)
The whole club was looking at her
She hits the floor (she hits the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low
Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reebok's with the straps (with the straps)
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack (hey)
She hits the floor (she hits the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low

[Flo-Rida]
I ain't never seen something that'll make me go
This crazy all night spending my doe
Had the million dollar vibe and a body to go
Them birthday cakes they stole the show
So sexual
She was flexible professional
Drinking X&O
Hold up, wait a minute, do I see what I think? Whoa
Did her thing seen shawty get low
Ain't the same when it's up that close
Make it rain I'm making it snow
Work the pole I gotta bang bro
I'm gonna say that I prefer the no clothes
I'm in to that I love women exposed
She threw it back at me I gave her mo
Cash ain't a problem I know where it go

[Chorus (T-Pain)]

[Flo-Rida]
Hey shawty what I gotta do to get you home
My jeans filled with guap and they're ready for showing
Cadillacs laid back for the sexy grown
Patron on the rocks that'll make you moan
One stack (come on), two stacks (come on), three stacks (come on)
Now that's three grand
What you think I'm playing baby girl I'm the man
I'm dealing rubberbands
That's when I threw her legs on my shoulders
I knew it was over
That heny and Cola got me like a soldier
She ready for Rover, I couldn't control her
So lucky on me I was just like clover
Shawty was hot like a toaster
Sorry but I had to fold her
Like a pornography poster
She showed her

[Chorus (T-Pain)]

[Flo-Rida]
Whoa shawty yeah she was worth the money
Little mama took my cash
And I ain't want it back
The way she bent that back
Got all them paper stacks
Tattoo above her crack
I had to handle that
I was zoned in sexy woman
Let me show it make me want it
Two in the morning I'm zoned in
Them rosee bottles foaming
She wouldn't stop
Made it drop
Shawty dipped that pop and lock
Had to break her off that guap
Gal fire just like my glock

[Chorus (T-Pain)]

kiss kiss

2008-02-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

"Kiss Kiss"
(feat. T-Pain)

[Chorus:]
She want that lovey dovey
That kiss-kiss, kiss-kiss
In her mind she fantasize
bout getting wit me
They hating on me
They wanna diss this, kiss-kiss
Cause she mine and so fine
And thick as can be [x2]

[Verse 1:]
I'm a country boy from Tappahannock
Va is where I reside so shawty understand it
And I know I just turned 18
And I get a little mannish
And you see this bandanna hanging
That means I'm like a bandit (like a bandit, bandit)

[Vamp:]
I got paper girl
The Lamborghini
with the spider seats
you never seen it
so get it shawty
we parking lot pimping in my donk
And I know what you want

[Chorus x2]

[Verse 2:]
I'm the epitome of this demonstration
I got the remedy you feeling me
So why is you hating on my anatomy
is bird like
yeah you heard right
girl I'm the king so that means I'm fly

[Vamp:]
If you wit it girl
get it poppin
roll wit me
ain't no stopping
so get it shawty
we parking lot pimping in my donk
I know what you want

[Chorus x2]

[T-Pain:]
Shawty let me holla at you
you so hot-hot-hot-hot
you think I'd be holing
if you not-not-not-not
I'm king of the town
you can take a look around
Teddy Penderazzdown
is the spot-spot-spot-spot
(Yeah) I got money on me
(Yeah) Baby girl no problem
(Yeah) You rolling shawty?
(Yeah) Lets hit McDonald's
It's T.P. and C.B.
I'm the nappy boy — ooh weee!

[Chorus x2]

thunder

2008-02-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

"Thunder"- Boys like Girls

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

on top of the world

2008-02-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

"On Top Of The World" -boys like girls

Look up, the stars are fading
And I am still here waiting to see you again
Be with you my friend
When the moon is gone forever
I hope you're up there somewhere, I'll see you again
Be with you my friend

Cause all the roads they lead to where you are
And all the streetlights shine like they were stars
That's where you are

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems
You're only in my dreams

Look out across the water
Faces of lonely daughters and mothers who care
But just can't be there
Swear that I will see you someday
I have to find a way To show you I care
Even if you're not there

So I'm following the road to where you are
(Meet you tonight on top of)
The streetlights they will guide me to the stars
That's where you are

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems
You're only in my dreams

My heart is empty without you
Sometimes you don't know what to do
And I need you tonight
I'll fall asleep and it's alright
Close my eyes and I'll be by your side

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems
You're only in my dreams

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
(On top of the world)
As real as it seems
You're only in my dreams

5 mins to midnight

2008-02-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

"Five Minutes To Midnight" - Boys like Girls

Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke
Fast lives are stuck in the undertow
But you know the places I wanna go
Cause oh oh oh
I've got a sickness, you've got the cure
You've got the spark I've been lookin' for
And I've got a plan, we walk out the door

You know you wanna
Just let go
It's time to roll down the windows
Sing it oh oh
Yeah all we need so here we go

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright, at five minutes to midnight
We'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive

We could
Pack up and leave all our things behind
No fact or fiction or storyline
Cause I need you more than just for tonight
You're oh oh oh like air
I can't stop my breathing in
I'm weak and you were my medicine
I won't stop till I am under your skin

You know you wanna
Just let go
It's time to roll down the windows
Sing it oh oh
Yeah all we need so here we go

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright, at five minutes to midnight
We'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive

And when the clock strikes twelve
Will you find another boy to go and kiss and tell?
Cause you know I never will
I think we should strike a match
We'll hold it to the wind to and see how long it lasts
We can make the time stand still

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright, at five minutes to midnight
We'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright, at five minutes to midnight
We'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive

sec4faith' 07

2008-02-13T22:34:00.002+08:00

TONIGHT!

2008-01-08T15:40:00.000+08:00

I remember the times we spent together

On those drives

We had a million questions

All about our lives

And when we got to New York

Everything felt right

I wish you were here with me

Tonight

I remember the days we spent together

Were not enough

And I used to feel like dreamin'

Except we always woke up

Never thought not having you here now

Would hurt so much

Tonight I'm falling and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you I can just look up

And know the stars areHolding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

I remember the time you told me

About when you were eight

And all those things you said that night

That just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in

And the games we would play

All the times we spilled our coffees

And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me

About your Jesus

And how not to look back

Even if no one believes us

When it hurts so bad

Sometimes not having you hereI say

Tonight I'm falling and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you I can just look up

And know the stars are

Holding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

I say

Tonight I'm falling and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you I can just look up

And know the stars are

Holding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

2007-10-25T19:07:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!
it has been a long time since i blogged!
well busy with lots of stuff like studying...
its has been borriiinnnggg so fat studying, after all who enjoys studying
at least i have private and personal time with jesus =)
yea, anyway...
i got this real cool thing to share with everyone!!

well ytd was my bday!
happy birthday alicia!
anyway! incase ur didnt noe, theres this handsome guyy name preston...
he super nice! ytd on my bday he organise to get ard 30 ppl?
u go outside my hse when i was studying!
and guess what they each had a cake in their hand!
so sweet right!
THANKS PRESTON

yea so anyway i really enjoyed my birthday thanks preston!

Desperate people

2007-07-14T11:08:00.000+08:00

Desperate people

Verse 1:
You crossed the great divide, You took our place
You offered up Your life though we have failed
the veil was torn and love remained
You are holy Lord

Verse 2:
Distraction costs us, how we seek Your face
we offer up our lives to bring You praise
a love the walls cannot contain
You are holy Lord

Pre-Chorus:
We're rising up in spirit and in truth
a living sacrifice we worship You
people undivided, Lord hear us sing
we are Yours and You are our King

Chorus:
This is our love
Hearts joined as one
Desperate for all You are
Lord break down these walls
and see how we love
Desperate for all You are
We chase Your heart

Verse 3:
We didn´t come to leave here entertained
or worship under any other name
we're crying out for You alone
You are holy Lord

-------

[Show us the way to Your heart]

Bridge:
we found our voice
we found our cause
were on our knees, the carpet's worn
we join our hearts
with distant shores and sing to You Lord

point of difference

2007-07-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

Point of difference

the tide is turning
this is redemptions hour
in the midst of a world lost for love
You are all we have now

the lost returning
salvation is all around
in the midst of the world broken down
You are all we have now
for You are God and this hope is ours

so Father open the skies
flood the earth with Your light
this is love
to break the world indifferent

our hearts are burning
a fire that won't burn out
in the midst of a world that's grown cold
You are all we have now

the earth resounding
the anthem of your reknown
as we lift up our eyes
and look to Your glory
call us out
let the world see
You are God
and this hope is ours

so call us out
let the world see
You are God, as we sing

so Father open the skies
flood the earth with Your light
this is love
to break the world indifferent
as we lift up our eyes
fill our hearts with Your fire
in a world of sin
we'll be different, the difference

our eyes are open
every chain now broken
in this world
we are different

let Your love become us
as we live to make You famous
in this world
we are different

so call us out
let the world see
You are God, as we sing

so call us out
let the world see
You are God
one and only
in this world
You are all we have now

2007-06-21T18:09:00.000+08:00

Solution

Verse 1:
It is not a human right to stand on fire
While broken nations dream
Open up our eyes so blind
That we might find the mercy for the need
Pre-chorus:
Hey now, fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey now, as we hold to our confession

Verse 2:
It is not too far a cry, too much to try
To help the least of these
Politics will not decide if we should rise
And be your hands and feet
Hey now, fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey now, as we hold to our confession

Chorus:
Woah, God be the solution
Woah, we will be your hands and be your feet x2

Verse 3:
Higher than all circumstance you promised then
Your love for all to see
Higher than our protest lines and dollar signs
Your love is all we need
Hey now, fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey now, as we hold to our confession
Woah, God be the solution
Woah, we will be your hands and be your feet x2

Bridge:
Oh you heal and mend the broken heart
And cause the blind to see
Your grace complete the sinners path
And sets the captives free
Only you can take a widows cry
And cause her heart to sing
Be the father to the fatherless
Our savior and our king

Pre-Chorus 2:
We will be your hands, we will be your feet
We will run this race for the least of these
In the darkest place
We will be your light, we will be your light
Woah, God be the solution
Woah, we will be your hands and be your feet x2

17june

2007-06-17T18:17:00.000+08:00

wah.hahahaha.long time ah.hahahahah.i think almost one month.hahahaha.((: ok alot of things hav happened!!!1st there was really fun ADVENTURE CAMP3 then there was PLANET SHAKERS CONCERT!!!! and soon there is dg outing coming up!!!whee.hahahhaa.

adcamp was great!!hahahahaah loved camp i learnt quite alot!!hav great ministering services as well.hmmm.but i felt quite a bit of time wasted on travelling yeah.to and fro campsite to suntec.yep.other than that, the games were really fun!!((: plus i LOVED ME GROUP!! i love HUPERTWO!! we were a really small group as compared to the rest.but still, we came in 2nd place overall!!((: whee!!hahah.on the last night we didnt sleep.we stayed up to see the guys play soccer and girls play captain's ball.hahahhaah.was quite fun actually.and best part.i didnt feel sleepy at all!!1st camp i actually feel like that!!!((: hahhahaah.we learnt new songs!! Let God be the solution and Hosanna!!! love these two new songs!!((:

then came Planet Shakers.hahahahha.ok well i think quite a few didnt really enjoy the concert lahh.really.hahahha.too few planet shakers songs they felt.yeah.hmmm.to me it was fine.cos i couldnt really concentrate.i was having fever at 38.2 at that time and i still went.i love JERLYNN, BERYL KOH & GILLAN!! and COACH VAL!!! they were praying for me!!!jer prayed that the fever would go and it really did.it never did come back after i left expo max pavillion!((: yeah.i felt so BLESSED! Jesus really loves me! i met jess yuai and abi xuan soph chew there.sadly my jiajia didnt go.)): im so sorry.i couldnt go get her.ohh well.there will be a next time!i believe so!((:

yesterday there was DARE service!hahaha.quite cool.there was this chill-out session at the end of service.hahaha.at the 4th floor.yeah.done up by the MMs.plus, i won free BNJ ice-cream.hahahah.yayy!hmmm wat else happened?alot actually.i talked to my Denise and i learnt a new truth from her.haii.ohh well.it will come sooner or later.i might as well do it now.the less painful when time comes.

when sch reopens, hmmm i wont hav the freedom of time to come online/friendster/blog everyday.cos as it is on the 1st week of sch, i already hav 4 tests!!!gosh.yeah.so expect less.i dont know how to tell..haii.wenhui!!!!!!help me!!!!!i promise you smth.i scared a will break the promise lei.tsk.haii.its just overly stressful now.as wat Coach Mel said to us, this year, Studies is first.top priority!so i'll stand by that!((:

27may07 eve of CHINESE O LEVELS

2007-05-27T19:09:00.001+08:00

hey my dears.tsktsk.tmr is CHINESE O LEVELS!!!tsk.im not worried i wonder if its normal.haii.ohh well.there is so many many many many things goin thru my mind right now.like whoa.super duper alot!!!tsk.tmr will be a very long day for me.well i hav chinese o levels after that i hav adam khoo booster session.and after that i hav to go for ACSI(b) for open house.my day will only end at hmm 9pm?super long.

but tues............wah!!!REALX!!!i will get go shop the whole day!!!with jiajia and she says must fix her mp3 with her.hahahaha.planning to buy another Nike bag.hmmm.soon!((: hahahaha.i want to go BUGIS again!!((:

yayy.im deciding if i shld train on tues or shld i like take a break for one day!((: hahahaha.see first lah.anw well.im only looking towards finishing my chinese o level paper for now.after o level i will be super happy and FREE!!hahahaha.well for a period of i think only one week.then start revision.hmmm. i'll still be having holiday lessons until 8th june.

8th june to 11june is adcamp3!!!!yayy.hahahaha.EXCITED!!!((: well a certain number of people wont be able to join us for camp lets not give names.hahahaha.ok well.today had service.it was good.we learnt that be must meditate on God's word!((: pastor prince preached.OMG!!i loved today's worship loads!!it was GREAT!!!((: hahahaha.ohh and i bought i red and pink puma jacket today.i actually didnt want to get it in that colour but in the other coulors got no size.ohh well.((:

ok i think i'll end here.
lets all pray for Percy Chan.he is having a tough time right now.((:
JIAYOU!!!!((:

24may2007

2007-05-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

hey people.i didnt go sch today i decided to absent myself!((: there was lit and amath test.hahaha however i didnt go for it.hehh.well i think i made use of today really well!!((: manage to do some really productive work.and get myself really prepared for chinese o levels this coming mon.whoa.im actually excited.tsk.few bad points abt not goin to sch today.hmmm.i didnt manage to get my PPR which means my mum will get to see it first.haii.i didnt manage to get back my chinese prelim paper1 which also means i hav to go down tmr if i want it back.tsk.

im deciding if i can afford to meet jia tmr to go sch and see yongmer.tsk.my mum doesnt fancy me goin down myself and all.haii.i hav to get up so early just to go and collect my chinese paper!!!omgosh.im so not game for that!haii.ohh wells.tmr PTM haii.it will go well!((: BELIEVE.

ok well.tmr i wont be trng.i will be goin for this Macbeth play 7pm.tsk i pray it would be good.and interesting!((: hahhaha im dragging my brother along with me!((: haii.i dont wanna go down alone!so boring!tsk.sorry.but reading the book can already be boring as it is!!!!ok.anw i think i hav to sleep now!!!!really tired as well!

20may

2007-05-20T17:43:00.000+08:00

hey people.today is sunday.well.i spent my sunday at home.tsk.didnt go church cos i went for service saturday already.yeah.whoa hiphop was GREAT!they were having breakdancing stuff there.awesome!((: hahahaha.i love my youth lots lots!!although the theme was hiphop, not many were dressed in hiphop.maybe had no idea wat to wear!hahaha.anw.hmmm.pastor dan preached, service was talkin abt friendship and how JESUS is your best friend!and wat commando friends are!((: hahah i love the message!it was appropriate for my bro who came for service yesterday!yayy!!((:

there was camp briefing.hahaha.quite funny.normal camp briefing always this way.we were told that our campsite was changi but we'll still be coming back to 4th level for servcies.and we were introduced to some games we would be expecting for this camp.yeah.there is goin to be sauce pool.urgh.DIRTY!somehow beryl turned arnd and said "i think this camp is goin to be a rather tough!" good or bad sign i dunno.but i know im goin there to enjoy myself.and enjoy the presence of DADDY!yay.ok so exciting.but before i can get really hyped up and excited, i must work hard for chinese o levels!!!((: WE CAN DO IT JERYLNN!!!!dont be sad over mid years.they arent counted!the real one is coming!!!((: soon.dont think too much!we can do well together ok?BELIEVE in his finished work!

hmmm.ok tmr is monday we are supposed to watch Spiderman.yes i havent watched it yet.we as in me beryl,percy,jeremy and dean.hmmm.dunnno it we will watch it tmr.cos i hav extended lesson.suddenly my teacher wants eng tuition after that then chinese tuiton dunno who it is goin to be possible.i REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY want to watch it with them.haii.we might hav to postpone it, or i'll get them to watch it without me.tsk.ok i gtg i want jerlynn to read b4 she goes offline!((:

18may2007

2007-05-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

heyhey.today is friday already!!!((: hahahaha.tmr is DARE service, HIPHOP and there is camp briefing tmr as well!!whoa.hahahaha.so fun!!hahaha.i just has chinese tuition rather tired.when i started my day today.it seemed as though it was goin to be a long and dreadful day.hahahha but it didnt!!it zoomed by so quickly!!!!hahahaha.i had chem test in the morning egeog tests after recess and eng timed piece after that yeah.so packed day!tsk.having a headache now.today's trng wasnt very difficult.it was hmmm.not very tough.but from today's trng, i realized that my brother is very competitive.super!!!extremely!yeah.anw.my chinese o'levels coming like next next week?so fast!and my stupid sch doesnt hav intensive lessons!how dumb is that!tsk.haii.i will not suffer!i hav God's grace and favour!amen!i will need to practise more of chinese now.although i dread the sub, i will learnt to love it.and i will have that love to be able to do far exceedingly well more than i can ever ask or think!!for planet shakers concert, yongs and manda cant go...)): so sad!!!cos 15june is Lisa's bday and they are goin for dinner to celebrate so wont be coming.haii.i thought it was kinda wasted!!planet shakers is like whoa!!hahahaha.shir is so funny!!i love her lotslots!!((: i recieved my holiday lesson schedule today.i hav holi lessons until 8th june 1130am.after that i'll go for camp!((: at changi.dunno how im goin to get there!!): God's grace!whoa.so cool but on 8th june i will be having an amath test in sch as well.haii.ohh well.nvm i know i will ace it too!!((: hahahhahha i got B3 for chem overall!!hahaha yayy.and to think i was failing in the beginning of the year??((: whee!!happy!2nd highest in class.but hmm..my bio didnt do too well this time.hmmm.B3 also i think but i normally got A2 or A1 haii.nvm work harder next term!((: stupid jiaxing just keeps CLAIMING im super kiasu!tsk!haii.ok i think i will go do my work now!!need to!its a MUST!((:

15may

2007-05-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

hey people.i hav to post winthin 10mins.cos i hav lots of studying to do!!hav egeog test plus chem test on friday!so heavy!have not finished studying my chem yet!tsk.anw we had Learning journey yesterday!haahaha.we went to ISD hahahaha.quite fun!we took lots of photos WITHOUT JIA!hahahahaahah.it was so fun!haii.ok saturday is coming.yayy.HIPHOP!oooh.so fun.hehh.tsktsk.i met beryl,percy chan, dean and jeremy today.for lunch!before trng!hahhaha.we ate pastamania.rather me and beryl ate only.haii.then after that i went trng.it wasnt that difficult today.i could do PBT.hahahaha.God's favour!((: ok we will be watchin Spiderman3 on monday i think.at least i hope so.so far percy cant watch a late movie.i cant watch an early movie.kinda hav a prob with the timings.anw.cast this care unto the Lord!((: it would be solved!wow.we havent watched a movie together as a group for a rather long time!hahaha.that could be fun!((: anw i shall go now!bye!

14may

2007-05-14T17:10:00.000+08:00

hey people.i love my blog its so cute and funny.((: anyways.today was hmmm rather frustrating day.it was long cos jiajia didnt come school, then i had nobody to accompany me during lesson time.got nobody to laugh and crap with.tsk.anw she is coming back tmr!((: yayy.hahahaha.then today there was emath test on Transformations.haii.at first i thought this chapt was rather easy and hmmm not very difficult.wah when the paper came.good grief.haii.i could only do the last question and some parts of the first few questions.tsk.anyway i'll cast that care into Jesus' hands!he will bless the works of my hands!((: amen! then before that yongmeng my chinese teach showed us our draft chinese prelim results.i realized i passed by one 2 marks.far from my A2 i am aiming for.and chinese o'levels are like two weeks away only!haii.ok i will hav to do more!practise more!God will help me!i know!
yayy.i cant wait for planet shakers comcert!((: so far i have like 8 friends coming!hahahaha.i WILL GET JIAJIA my DEAREST to come with me as well!i would really mean alot alot alot!lovejiajia.hahaha.ok i hav to go wash up to get ready for tuition now.hehh.

Yours forever

2007-05-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

Yours forever

I wait on you
Jesus you satisfy my heart and soul
Our tenderness you give to me in your embrace

And to you i belong
By your grace you have called me your own

Jesus i am yours forever close to your heart held safe in your hands
I'm carried high upon your shoulders
Nothing can take your love away
From me.

ps:anjo my darling helped me with this!((:

13may2007

2007-05-13T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hey people!lets all THANK JIAJIAmydearest, for doing my new blog skin for me!yayy.its so beautiful now!hahhahahah.ok this shall be the new start for my blogging life.hahaha.i'll try my best to blog everyday!whee.this seems fun again!we had jubilate yesterday!i sat with xuan!we had such a fun time.both enjoying the performance and gazing at people above us.(private joke) hahaha.tmr there is Sunday service!yayy.i cant wait to hear God's good news!plus!Praise and Worship!whoa.oooooh.so wonderful!next saturday there will be DARE service!yipee.and the theme is HIPHOP!yeahbaby!hahaha.rather high right now.just finish watching a korean drama lahh.hahaha.super nice.anw talkin abt HIPHOP i cant wait!i wonder wat i can wear!EXCITING!plus i will serve!i love serving!yesyes!im goin for ADVENTURE CAMP3!hahahhaahaha.that is smth i will be looking forward to!b4 that comes, there will be chinese o'levels plus...haii.holiday lessons!tsk.nvm i know i will love them.its just normal bonding with my BELOVED class of 2007!i love them lots lots lots!((: ok i think i want to sleep already.tmr got to get up early for service.hahahah.(short post for a start!)

sorry i'll arrange my links ASAP!

2007-05-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

ALICIA'S NEW BLOGSKIN IS PROUDLY DONE BY JIAHUI!

girlfriend-avril

2007-04-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

"Girlfriend"

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Verse 1]
You’re so fine
I want you mine
You’re so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You’re so addictive
Don’t you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious
And Hell YeahI’m the motherfucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right

[Bridge]
She’s like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!

[chorus]

[Verse 2]
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don’t want to hear you say her name ever again(And again and again and again!)

[bridge]

[chorus]

In a second you’ll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There’s no other
So when's it gonna sink in?
She’s so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?!
[repeat]

[Chorus (repeat)]

2007-04-15T19:22:00.000+08:00

LAVISH
You lavish me with love as i wait at your feet
Your love like sweet perfume
Washes over me

You comfort me with words
When to you i run
You hold me in your arms
My haven from the storm

I cant help but tell the world of your great grace
How you come to love crucified you've saved

I speak of your great love for me
I glorify you majesty
Your love can never ever change

I see your open hands of grace nailed to the cross for me in grace
Your love you LAVISH on me

**ilove this songs lotslots!((:

cant wait for adventure camp3!

BELIEVE

CASSIE -LONG WAY 2 GO

2007-01-13T19:26:00.000+08:00

"Long Way 2 Go"
CASIE

[Verse 1:]
I love it when they try to get intimate
Even though they know I really ain't into it
(You're not into it?) I'm not into it
I already know the game and I've been through it
See I buy my own bags, my boots, my jeans
Wear La Rok with my Rebel Yell underneath
You wanna step to me?
Said you gotta long way 2 go (Rock wit me now)

[Pre-Hook:]
You claim that you're so hot
And you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come and see me
Cause you know your girlfriend wanna be me (Uh)
I'ma tell you why you can't
Said you gotta long way 2 go
Say you wanna love me?

[Hook:]
Wanna love me? Wanna touch me?
Think twice cause you gotta long way 2 go
Don't know howda act, bettah fall back
It's like that cause you gotta long way 2 go
It's not that deep, take it easy, you wanna please me?
Got a long way 2 go, I'ma bad girl
You wanna get close? Ease up cause you gotta a long way

[Verse 2:]
I love it when they try to get scandalous
Even though they know they really can't handle it
(They can't handle it?) They can't handle it
Try and take me out to dinner, I'll cancel it
If you really wanna know me first of all
You should never try to get to personal
'Cause I meant it when I said:
That you gotta long way to go

[Pre-Hook:]
You claim that you're so hot
And you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come and see me
Cause you know your girlfriend wanna be me (Uh)
I'ma tell you why you can't
Said you gotta long way 2 go
Say you wanna love me?

[Hook:]
Wanna love me? Wanna touch me?
Think twice cause you gotta long way 2 go
Don't know howda act, bettah fall back
It's like that cause you gotta long way 2 go
It's not that deep, take it easy, you wanna please me?
Got a long way 2 go, I'ma bad girl
You wanna get close? Ease up cause you gotta a long way

[Pre-Hook Breakdown:]
You claim that you're so hot
And you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come and see me
Cause you know your girlfriend wanna be me (Uh, yeah)
Said you gotta long way 2 go
Say you wanna love me?

[Hook:]
Wanna love me? Wanna touch me? (Touch me)
Think twice cause you gotta long way 2 go (Way to go)
Don't know howda act, bettah fall back (Oh you got a long way)
It's like that cause you gotta long way 2 go
It's not that deep, take it easy (Take it easy) you wanna please me?
Got a long way 2 go, I'ma bad girl (I'ma bad girl)
You wanna get close? Ease up cause you gotta a long way

Wanna love me? Wanna touch me?
Think twice cause you gotta long way 2 go
Don't know howda act, bettah fall back
It's like that cause you gotta long way 2 go
It's not that deep, take it easy, you wanna please me?
Got a long way 2 go, I said you gotta long way to go
Rock wit me now, you gotta long way to go
Bettah fall back, said you gotta long way to go

whoa.b4christmas

2006-12-21T14:43:00.000+08:00

wah.wah.not bad it has been a long time.hahaha.got more to write.hahaha.anyway im supposed to be finishing my sch homework!it actually should hav been finished b4 EJcamp2 hahahah.ohh well.im finishing already!((: hahaha.ohh i loved camp!i still miss camp!cant wait for adventure camp3 next year!and whoa.endofyearcamp next year!hahaha.that will be fun!cos i know i'll be able to serve again!yayy.i will be taking a ministry break soon.like.when 2007 starts.yeah.nvm i can serve after o'levels!whoa.cant wait till that day man!ohh there is going to be a mass recruitment for all departments next DARE service which is the 6thjan07 hahahha whoa.so fun i want to see who will be joining ROYAL STEWARDS!i love all the RS man!i am goin to miss serving!ohh well.camp was GREAT!such nice Praise and Worship time.and not forgetting games time!hahaha.really fun.although huper had to split to 1 and 2 but it still hav fun!((: wahahaha.yayy.we are goin to hav ROYAL STEWARDS lunch on sunday after service at the indoor.hahaha.cant wait actually.ohh and today i was supposed to go for clique outing with nic denise they all but i went for dg outing on tuesday already.so hahaha.couldnt go out today to meet them!((: they went escape.hahaha.anyways i had a BLESSED time at dg outing on tues!((: my first ever dg outing can!whoa.so exciting!hahahaha.anyways on 30thdec there will be RS outing!whoa.im so looking forward to that too!((: yayy.cant wait for the next DARE service actually.not so much christmas.hahaha ohh maybe christmas service on sunday?((: will be great!im still wondering if my mum will allow me to serve for the next DARE service the 1st service of 2007 whoa.so cool.nvm i go pray and ask daddy to help me!anyways i shall hav to go now.buhbye!

1stnov06

2006-11-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

hello.long time never really post already mans.haii.anw my blog is kinda quite crewed up here.cos hmmm.i dunno it rather dead?ahhahaha yeah.anw, thanks God exams are over.now comes the preparation for our o'levels next year.have to start like soon!!!cos there wont be enough time next year for any last min revisions.there can be not mistakes or rather no turning back.i hav to use this two months of time wisely.haii.ok i know i can do it.cos i hav Jesus beside me all the way!!!((: not only that i also hav to train for nationals next year.thats goin to be rather time consuming too.haii.im actually thinking of dropping swimming as a cca after sec4 not so sure yet.i do love swimming lahh.but hmmm its time consuming and well.needs alot of well lets say patience?but i dunno if i'll give it up cos it may be able to get me into a good JC? haii.if i want to drop den hav to depend on my results for o'levels.anw in JC cca not that impt right?((: im thinking of joining volley ball or smth.hahahah.want to join a sport kinda cca.my kinda thing lahh.cannot join slacker's cca.so not me.hahaha.

tmr we're goin gil's house for bbq!!((: yayy.hahahaha hope i can make it there on time.after trng i'll go yeah.but haii.that means i will hav not time for revision again tsk.ohh well i think i wont go service on sunday to repay.anw im goin for dare on saturday already.i think that shld be good enought.cos i dont think i shld be negleting my studies either although its a holiday!!((: i wanna buy my new books soon!den i can see how they look like and wat more i hav to know for next year.wells.next year i will hav to brush up on hmmm.well lets say ALL my weak subjects which are hmmm both maths and the humanities.my sciences ok lahh not so bad.maybe chinese also.my eng haii.need to expand vocab.cos as u can see im not the type who would spend my time reading 24/7 so not me.haii.i'll try to cultivate that habit TRY!you know i actually hav school all the way until 13nov?omg!its like normal schoold day lahh.just that it starts slightly later and ends 1hrs earlier.tsk.still hav so many lessons in one day lorr.tsk.no fair.and it seems like there are alot more topics to be covered b4 next year man.pray that i can cope well.wait i will be able to cope well i know i will be able to! AMEN!!

ok well i think i better get off now.need to get some work done beofre i sleep so that i would at least feel a little bit accomplished!((: yayy.goodnights.

i see grace

2006-10-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

jesus my help
i call on your name
my faith is found in you

i see you pierced
wounded for me
when i look to the cross i see

i see grace
sealed by your sacrifice
i see love
reaching for me
precious blood
washes and santifies
healing flows
setting free
i see grace

bearer of sin
afflicted and tried
you paid redemtion's price

i see you pierced
wounded for me
when i look to the cross i see.

i see grace
sealed by your sacrifce
i see love
reaching for me
precious blood
washes and santifies
healing flow
setting me free
i see grace

18aug06

2006-08-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

hello.hello sorry very long long long time never post no time lahh.pls my sister is most of the time hogging the com.haii.anyway just wanna tell gil.CHEER UP!!!dont be sad!!!ok!rmb we are always here for you!((:

hahahha ok super late now.super tired.went afternoon trng today.it was MAD!haii.can die.after that had math tuition when i got home so now kinda dead need to sleep like soon.cos tmr i hav morning trng!haii anw i cant wait for sec4 farewell!hahaha can watch movie plus go ORCHARD!and can skip trng.hahahhaa.okk that sounded really wrong!!hahahaha.ok i hav to go now.my mum is calling.tsk.bye!

dare150706

2006-07-17T18:17:00.000+08:00

photo after DARE on 150706(:

the beloved four!

beryl,me,denise and nic

me,denise and nic

school

2006-07-14T15:37:00.000+08:00

hello everybody.im in school still can u believe it???haii.anw.i hav to go for training after this.haii.so sian.im being forced to go for afternoon training can?haii.after nationals already.now is primary nationals.yayy.i just heard today that.joie got into finals for her 100m fly!so pro lah!i hope she can come our school next year mans!!((: it will be damn cool!!!ohh hav i said that our school came in 3rd overall for both divisions? anyway yahh we did!our c div we won sports school.hahahaha.

haii.exams and test coming up so soon!!and then the year will end and it will be time for nationals again.and then....O'LEVELS!!!ohh my tian.time flies mans!!tsktsk.tmr there is dare service!!yayy!plus i dont hav school in the morning its cancelled already.yay.but i hav to make my way down myself cos mm having leadership meeting.hai.so poor thing.so lonely.tsk.but i can wait for service.it has been such a long long long time since i last went for service lahh.tsk.haii.feel like i missed so many services.

sports camp coming too!yayy.we are goin to bintan.hmmm.im actually excited for sports camp.hope this camp will be better than the last camp.haii.but these camp cannot be compared to the adventure camp that i missed lah.it like totally different.ohh i cant wait for end of year camp!!!!ok im goin a bit crazy over camps.tsk.ok i shall go now.my juniors are goin mad.looking at people's photos on friendster.tsk.hahahahahaahahaha!

alicia..

cassie

2006-07-09T18:44:00.000+08:00

"Me & U"
(Cassie)

You've been waiting so long
I'm here to answer your call
I know that I shouldn't have had you waiting at all
I've been so busy, but I've been thinking about what I wanna do with you

I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true
They know you're the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too
Now, it's me and you

It's me and you, now
I've been waiting (Waiting)
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me how you like it

I was waiting for you to tell me you were ready
I know what to do, if only you would let me
As long as you're cool with it, I'll treat you right
Here is where you wanna be

I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true
They know you're the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too
And now, it's me and you

It's me and you now (Baby, it's me and you)
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now (Thinking bout making that move)
Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now (Uh-huh)
I've been waiting (Hey)
Think I wanna make that move, now (Wanna make a move)
Baby, tell me how you like it (Yea)

Baby, I'll love you all the way down
Get cha right where you like it, I promise you'll like it (I swear)
Just relax and let me make that move (It's our secret thang)
Keep it between me and you

It's me and you, now (Oh Yea-a)
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now (Move now)
Baby, tell me if you like (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now (Yea)
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now (Gonna make a move now)
Baby, tell me how you like it
It's me and you

Baby ill love you all the way down
Get you just where you like
I promise you'll like it(i swear)
Just relax and let me make a move(it's now secret)

It's me and you, now
I've been waiting (Waiting)
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me how you like it

It's me and you, now
I've been waiting (Waiting)
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me how you like it.

nationals

2006-07-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

hey peoples!hahaha today was hmmm tiring?haha cant wait for the weekends!can see people.it seems like a long time since i hav really enjoyed my weekends.aww..i really miss my weekends.nationals are coming to an end!

GO ST.NICKS!!

yayy.i really hope we can beat rgs.if it is possible.i believe it is lahh.we are only i few points behind them.hehh.tmr they is lit lesson.and guess wat we are supposed to finish all of our JLC chapter analysis.but........i obviously hav not done it.haii dont want to stay back for detention!): yay.swim team saved my butt man.we hav to be down to support our relay team tmr.so i hav to leave by 11am.whee!!im missing lit lesson!yayy.THANK YOU JESUS!!i love my DADDY so much!((: cant wait till next dare service.ohh mans.hahaha i missed the last service last week cos i had to go for trng haii.now its all over!yeah.i can go back to usual life now?hahha that sounded wierd.anw.i wasnt really satisfied with the event i did today hai.i sucked for this race lahh.tsk.wasted!haii didnt even get my best time.hai.shan't talk abt it anymore make me even more disappointed.tsk.tmr is BELLA's bdae!!! 7th july! i didnt forget!yayy!hahaha.maybe i'll go back for trng tmr.MAYBE.or maybe i'll take another day off.heehee.haii now is july already so fast!half the year is GONE!ohh my tian!so fast soon it will be end of year exams.soon nationals again and then O'LEVELS! soon i'll be in JC.haii all the drama of parting with my friends.tsk.walau so stressful.haii dont think abt it already.slowly.

i cant wait for end of year CAMP!!i missed adventure camp06 i dont wanna miss this end of year camp!its a must go!!((: "JESUS I PRAY THAT IT DOESNT CLASH WITH RBSC!" it will not!i know it will not!i will be able to go for both!yeah!BELIEVE!haha.ok maybe i should be sleeping soon.SOON.hehh.know wat? disney channel has already screened High School Musical twice already i still hav not watched it at all.tsktsk!too busy lah.haii nvm.i will one day!i know i will!

Pirates of the Caribbean(dead man's chest) coming up! i must watch!!!!ohh i wanna watch Just my luck also!ohh and that jennifer aniston show!hahahaha.so many!!yayy.haii but i think my tests are coming up soon.haii.WORK HARD & PLAY HARD!

ok i guess i hav to go now.i'll blog again soon!

17juneo6

2006-06-17T21:21:00.000+08:00

hey!today we had dare service!yayy!we were serving!((: hahaha ok this is reatarded.ohh today we had ministering.whoa.it was so havoc and confusing.quite messy too actually.hahaha firstly i was doing mod cloth.putting it over those who were slained.hahaha.cos i have not exactly learnt how to.so i couldnt really do anything much.haii.den we became short handed!ohh man!i had to go and catch lah.plus i hav not catched before!!hahaha ohh mans.anw i failed trying just now lah?haii.twice i tired but hmmm well not very good without wen hui's help?hahahah.cannot catch lah.need to go and learn!!haii.cant wait!this tues is adventure camp!whoa!!so exciting!!hahah hope they will have a great time!((:yayy!i went home with nic beyl tiff darren jerald and joshua today.hahaha.yeah i love ROYAL STEWARDS!!

alicia

Darlene Zschech

2006-06-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!hahah yayy today's service was GREAT!!!i love service!!!hahaha.today we hav Darlene Zschech from hillsong in our service!!whoa!hahah we sang quite a few cool songs!!hahah.long time since i've enjoyed myself so much in praise and worship.hahah i hope there will be a hillsong concert this year!!hahhaahha!can wait.anyway adventure camp is coming and they hav their groups already.hhahahaha.most ppl i see on the list i dunno.hahhahah.only hmm a few?hahah can wait for saturday DARE service!hahahha.we hav to be there earlier this week.hahaha.i;ll try my best to be on time!yayy!ok i shall go now im goin to find nice HILLSONG songs to listen to!((:

3rd june 2006 (sat)

2006-06-03T21:56:00.000+08:00

heyhey.yayy i had dare service today!((: hahaha was serving in rs yeah!haha ohh well.service was good!yay.cant wait till next dare service!(: whoa!its on hmmm.17th june?the sat b4 adventure camp2?yeahyeah.they will be having camp grp snuggle on 10th june.haii nvm i will look forward to end of year camp!(: cant wait cant wait!

hahaha.yayy i actually survived this week!haha this whole week was practically filled with school and lessons at the science centre haii.abt DNA sianz.ohh wells it over and i learnt smth.i guess.haha.yay.i wont hav anymore sch for the rest of the holidays!but...i have so much hw!!haii.so much until i can die even thinking abt it!so many mid year reviews!like every subject?hai.ohh well.GRACE GRACE!

the week b4 this week i watched like two movies?whoa.no time to blog so didnt come to post abt it.haha i watched "she's the man" and "xmen3" hahah ok lahh movies were both nice? i kinda like "she's the men" better?hahah more my kinda movie?hahaha super funny i was laughing my head off in the cinema at some parts.haha shld go watch it sometime.i watched it with loo and chris we had much fun!i bought myself slippers on that day too!i felt so guilty.hahah cos i had not even bought percy and pierson's presents yet but i bought myself one instead.hahhaahah!ohh well.i watched "xmen3" with my family.well ok nice movie.not too bad.but the ending sucked lahh.this kind of ending no tail.so dumb!felt as tho i wasted my time watching it when the ending was so shity!ok enough abt those movies.ohh dumb dumb dumb.but i just love watching movies lah!esp with friends and family.hahah.very cosy feeling lah.hehh.anw, the show i want to watch is "just my luck" and "superman returns" hahah hope they are nice movies!((: hahaha.

i want to east coast!haha!dunno why i just feel like going there!long time never go there already lahh.(:

hmmm im deciding if i should go tmr.for sunday service or shld i stay home be a good girl study den watch tv after that?hahaha afterall i went for service today already?i dunno haii so stress!haii i'll decided later!

ohh i want to get a mp3!hahah not that i will hav much use to it but i dunno.i want!hahah maybe i'll get creative?instead of ipod?hahah we'll see.

haii starting from tues next week onwards i hav to train damn hard?haii.like twice a day ohh wells!JESUS LOVES ME!!!I KNOW THAT!!i love camps!ok this is so random.hai.plus i hav to start on holiday hw or else i will never finish by the time term opens.hai.

I SHALL NOT BE AFFECTED BY IRRITATING PEOPLE!promise myself that!

ok i shall go now.bye!((:

last day of sch

2006-05-25T17:46:00.000+08:00

hey hey!i was drenched today by the time i got home.can you believe it i almost forgot i had tuition.until like 20mins before it.ohh wells.had chem test today!!ok lahh not so bad alot of calculations tho.like math like that.OMGOSH!!!!that stupid loo!!!walau!!call u to talk about outing tmr!!hiya!nvm relax!relax!hahahah ok good im happy today!!((: hahaha loo shld know why!!((: hahahaha.okiees.i had ppr back yesterday.haii.so did not do well.haii.i think our class cried alot yesterday.until my eyes were to small today when i woke up.anway work harder next term!haii.i was so shocked my mum didnt scold me today.instead she hugged me ok!!((: GRACE GRACE!thank you Jesus!ok i have to train today ohh well.shall go now.bye!tmr yayy im goin east coast!woots!

hips dont lie

2006-05-23T18:34:00.000+08:00

"Hips Don't Lie"
(feat. Wyclef Jean)

Ladies up in here tonight
No fighting, no fighting
We got the refugees up in here
No fighting, no fighting

Shakira, Shakira

I never really knew that she could dance like this
She makes a man wants to speak Spanish
Como se llama (si), bonita (si), mi casa (si, Shakira Shakira), su casa
Shakira, Shakira

Oh baby when you talk like that
You make a woman go mad
So be wise and keep on
Reading the signs of my body

And I'm on tonight
You know my hips don't lie
And I'm starting to feel it's right
All the attraction, the tension
Don't you see baby, this is perfection

Hey Girl, I can see your body moving
And it's driving me crazy
And I didn't have the slightest idea
Until I saw you dancing

And when you walk up on the dance floor
Nobody cannot ignore the way you move your body, girl
And everything so unexpected - the way you right and left it
So you can keep on shaking it

I never really knew that she could dance like this
She makes a man want to speak Spanish
Como se llama (si), bonita (si), mi casa (si, Shakira Shakira), su casa
Shakira, Shakira

Oh baby when you talk like that
You make a woman go mad
So be wise and keep on
Reading the signs of my body

And I'm on tonight
You know my hips don't lie
And I am starting to feel you boy
Come on lets go, real slow
Don't you see baby asi es perfecto

Oh I know I am on tonight my hips don't lie
And I am starting to feel it's right
All the attraction, the tension
Don't you see baby, this is perfection
Shakira, Shakira

Oh boy, I can see your body moving
Half animal, half man
I don't, don't really know what I'm doing
But you seem to have a plan
My will and self restraint
Have come to fail now, fail now
See, I am doing what I can, but I can't so you know
That's a bit too hard to explain

Baila en la calle de noche
Baila en la calle de día

Baila en la calle de noche
Baila en la calle de día

I never really knew that she could dance like this
She makes a man want to speak Spanish
Como se llama (si), bonita (si), mi casa (si, Shakira Shakira), su casa
Shakira, Shakira

Oh baby when you talk like that
You know you got me hypnotized
So be wise and keep on
Reading the signs of my body

Senorita, feel the conga, let me see you move like you come from Colombia

Mira en Barranquilla se baila así, say it!
Mira en Barranquilla se baila así

Yeah
She's so sexy every man's fantasy a refugee like me back with the Fugees from a 3rd world country
I go back like when 'pac carried crates for Humpty Humpty
I need a whole club dizzy
Why the CIA wanna watch us?
Colombians and Haitians
I ain't guilty, it's a musical transaction
No more do we snatch ropes
Refugees run the seas 'cause we own our own boats

I'm on tonight, my hips don't lie
And I'm starting to feel you boy
Come on let's go, real slow
Baby, like this is perfecto

Oh, you know I am on tonight and my hips don't lie
And I am starting to feel it's right
The attraction, the tension
Baby, like this is perfection

No fighting
No fighting

ultimate

2006-05-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

"Ultimate" (Lindsay Lohan)

You're the kind of friend who always bends when I'm broken
Like remember when
You took my heart and put it back together again

I've been wasting time with clueless guys
But now it's over
Let me tell you why
I'm through
I've meet someone new
Who's just like you

You're it
You're the ultimate
It's automatic.
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
Cuz I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate, you

You're the kind of guy who's hands in mine send shivers up and down my spine
You took my heart and put it back together again.

You're the kind of guy that blows my mind
But now it's my turn
You've been right in front of me
Everything I need
Why didn't i see

You're it
You're the ultimate
It's Automatic.
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
Cuz I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate, you

[Guitar Playing]

You're it
You're the ultimate
It's automatic
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
Cuz I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate, you

You're it
You're the ultimate, you....

monday 15th may

2006-05-15T18:51:00.000+08:00

hey people.today is monday!hahaha the start of another new week.yeah.anway,today well.ok lahh less draggy than normal mondays i guess?tmr and the days after would be better i know!((: hahaha.there is social studies test this week haii.ohh man.so sianz.hav not finished stuying yet.very lazy to memorise it.like theres too much to do so?this week there is DARE!yayys!hahaha i cant wait for saturday!i'll be serving for the third week already.it seems like its a long way before saturday comes.ohh well.there is as usual training this week again.how i loathe training now.haii.nationals coming soon.anw.im making isabella to come for service on saturday!she better come!haha must ok!its such a wonderful place to be in.haha.
recently there is so many problems with the clique outing and all.haii how irritating some people can get.both ways if u get wat i mean? haii forget it if u dont.cant wait for june holis to come.i wanna go east coast again!haha i just love the atmosphere there.its relaxing.i love to cycle!haha suprisingly.anyways, june holis is near like after next week?haha.so is adventure camp2. ok i shall not say more.bye!

more pics

2006-05-13T12:51:00.000+08:00

me and chris my sitting partner!

the four (jia chris me and tilda)

andrea!

sculpture walk pics

2006-05-13T12:48:00.000+08:00

this the the EIGHT clique!hahaha so many of us!

11may2006

2006-05-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

hello.THANK YOU DENISE for changing the blog skin for me!it was really crappy before this!((: hahaha today's training was MAD!!!!omgosh i wanted to cry ok!can u believe that!oh man I crying??anyway THANK GOD its over already!adventure camp2006 is round the corner it sound so exciting and enjoyable.i really wanna go!!it is $120 i think if im not wrong.haii ppl's exams are already over.i didnt even have any!hahaha.ok sorry im mean.ohh well.tmr is just another day.we'll talk again soon.i just cant wait for dare next week!((: i wanna go shopping soon!we shall hav clique outing very soon!

2006-05-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

haha, great alicia! your blog is done!
haha

DENISE:D

im so so sadd!!=( i wanna cry!!

2005-10-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

hey everybody.whoever is reading.haii im so disappointed manns.haii.dun want to say why lahh.but wat i really need now is a miracle!!!=)) DEAREST DADDY GOD UP THERE!!IF U CAN HEAR ME PLS GRANT ME THE MIRACLE THAT I NEED!!pls LORD!!!i really want it badly.all i can do now is wait for the reply from my sch.ohh how i hope the reply would be a yes.DADDY GOD IM TRUSTING YOU FOR EVERTHING NOW. ALL I CAN DO NOW IS TRUST IN YOU.AND HAV FULL FAITH THAT A MIRACLE WOULD HAPPEN! i cant blame myself for wat is done.-alicia

hahah after training

2005-09-03T19:31:00.000+08:00

hahah friday night!!

2005-08-19T21:55:00.000+08:00

yeahhyeahh!!haha its the end of the week!!=))) so happy no sch tmr!hahah but got tests coming soon le.so hav to study realli like alot!!my history, dun wanna fail lahh.haii.today had chinese paper.haha could do it!yay!!!haha i hav GOD'S FAVOUR UPON ME!!hahah nomally i cannot even understand wat the stupid passage is talkin abt.haha but today i understood.hahah yayy!!!PRAISE GOD!!hahah now i will just leave everything else to him!!=)) i will pass!!haha yeshh!!.cant wait for next dare service lei.haii like got no other thing to look forward to besides that.yeahh.haii anw it will come soon!!!hahhah its like just next weekk.haii but end of the year exams also coming soon lei.haii so stressed!!!!!den to add on, my parents start nagging again as usual.haii ok lahh i shall stop here wanna go study alreadi.byee!-alicia

heyys!!-hahaha

2005-08-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

hello!!haahh realli long time neva come and post alreadi!!hahah ppl complaining.hahah.ohh wells.i think i just realized i hav a super BIG ego lei.hahahh dunno why lahh suddenly like taking photos too.hahah.anw.havin chinese test this week ohh manns.hope i can PASS!!i realli wanna pass.=)) hahah hav maths paper back haii passed with the addition of my 3bonus marks.haii without it ohh i neva pass lorr.haii.i think mrs gobi(maths tchr) is very angry with us lei.actually its like more disappointed.yeahh haii.my class got 18 failures lorr.haii.i did better than i expected tho.i expected one digit.but was just leaving everything to DADDY!!=) yeahh yeahh!!ohh manns i still love FOP so much!!!it was so so so NICE!!haha.haii tmr hav floorball game again.i wanna get into finals actually, i want MY class to get into finals!!=)) yeahh!!WE WILL IN JESUS NAME!!haahah we RAWK!!=)) haii recently hav quite a bit of problems with my parents and all.haii hope i will get through it smoothly.haii no more problems mann!!=) exams coming soon.dun think i will come and post often anymore.cos wun hav time lahh.wanna get promoted so must study HARD HARD HARD den GOD will help me too!!! we will reap wat we sow.yeahh!!haha anw.hope to be back soon!!-alicia*

**remember JESUS LOVESS YOU DEARLY!!so DO I!!!<3

haii i dunno wat to choose!!

2005-07-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

heyhey!!sports camp comming haii but i also got hillsong concert like on the same days as the concert.ohh mann den i think i hav to go to the sports camp cos i alreadi handed in the form.haii....how??ohh mann i also dun want to miss the hillsong concert.i will come back on the 6th at 10pm den it will be too late to go for the concert.haii sunday i wanna go for normal sunday service lahh.haii ohh anw.another problem, my right ankle kinda is err.painful den on tuesday hav to play floorball for class.inter-class game.God pls heal my ankle by then!!=)) hahah went for trng yesterday!!=)) hahah and guess wat haha i improved alot.haha alot alot.yeah yeah yeah.!!hahah very happy!!!but now must do even better than my yesterday's timing.hahaha i want to improve fast cos i tihnk my stamina kinda sucks now!!!=(( very lan.ahhaha.ohh im goin bankok in dec with my club.ahahah just follow dunno if im goin to take part in the competition or not.=)) [hope not!!]ahahha.ohh im havin geog test next wed haii God help me pass this once more!!i hav to pass dun want anybody nagging at my ear!!=)) haii test den hav camp on friday[miss hillsong concert] =(((( so sadds!!!gill has to miss too cos she is also goin camp.[johor] haii hopefully i can survive thru it!!!=))aahahha cant wait for the next dare service!!!so cool!!we kinda changed cgs.ahhaha=) not realli change lahh combined.yeah!haha ok lahh gtg alreadi tmr gotta wake up at 730am to go church cos my parents serving.yeah hahah.ok byees!!-alicia

SERIOUSLY LONG LONG TIME MANZ!!

2005-07-14T15:50:00.000+08:00

hello!!haha ok lahh im starting to post again haha!!ohh man my hp is really starting to lagg really badly.cannot even hear the person on the other line sometimes lorr.=(( but.......haha i may be getting a new one soon hahah hopefully lahh.if the price is reasonable den can lorr.yeah yeah yeah!!hahah.nationals are like finally over lorr.feel less stressed up.haii i didn't do exactly very well for my event tho.hahah but my sch still did get 3rd overall.yeah acutally our goal was to beat rgs lahh but obviously cannot lahh.=))hahah sports sch also won us.that was expected lahh.hahaha.ohh man i hav not like gone training for 5days alreadi.like ohh mann.i miss the pool so much lor.yeah!haha.today i hav to go after tuition still hav chinese tution b4 i go haii so sadd lorr.like i hav tuition practically everyday.i can like hardly breathe!!plus i hav training too.hai hai hai.ok lahh shall stop here got nth much to talk abt alreadi.=)) ohh i hope my bill for this month will not blow manz.i like sent to many msgs alreadi kinda lost count.hahha.anws.my bill has not been blowing.haha i wanna get new phone!!ok gtg.cya peeps.-alicia

hahah long time siaz..ahahah

2005-06-04T22:40:00.000+08:00

hey hey!hahah it has been a realli realli long time since i posted anw.my blogg is like becoming like super dooper DEAD!haahh its true maybe i will stop blogging soon.=) hahah.im at sis bf(ziyang) hse.haha i hav waited like many years to come here.(he made me say that!) gervais left singapore liao.sadds.he left at like 1st of June.i think everyone knew that.haha =) anw.i think he must be having a GREAT time that!=) haha guess so!hee!anw.i didn't go DARE today!!!!!ahh!!!hahaha mum told me to go trainig instead.next week im like gonna hav mega training.ohh man.im so NOT looking forward to it.haii so stressful.=( haii like 2x in the pool training per-day.haii dunno if i can survive not.boohoo.sadds im like so gonna die soon!haii tmr theres gonna be church!yeah im goin!woohoo!haah hopefully i can like go for lunch after that.haii hopefully lahh.=) haiya,now im like also doing so much shitty studying at home.haii.so tired now thankfully i can like get out of that place.hahaha.ok i can be quite bad.but haha too bads!ohh!i so wanna get my nike dunks man!that KRYSTAL HENG ahh!!neva wait for me den go and buy 1st walau so mean lorr she.anw i wanna get it too!!yeah haha next week unless i find something else that is nicer lahh.hahah and and and!!!hahaha im gonna buy the mizuno bag that gill has.e black one!yeah hahah we will hav same bags!!heehee!!so cool but but but.....i hav to save and pay like half of the price.but thank God there is a 20% discount plus my mum's World of Sports membership card, its gonna be another 5% discount.haha yeah!so happy man when i found it that day!!yea yea yea!!!!!!!!!was so so so so delighted.hahahah.ok i also cant wait for camp.yesterday i went with my mum to some church called Corner Stone at katong there. wow. i went and saw so many ppl getting prayed for and going into God's presence.wow it reminded me of last year's dec teenzeal camp whoa!it was like so how do u say it.i dunno how to say it but.when i was being slained last year during camp wow.when laodao was like quite far away frm me and nic we alreadi feel that HIS presence was like so so strong hahaha.i started crying like mad.i dunno why either.the tears just kept flowing down on and on.wow i want this coming adventure camp to be like this too!!it would like be so cool!!hahah.ok lahh enough of crapping hahah cya ppl soon i hope!=) -alicia.

haahhaha i talked!!yeah!

2005-05-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

hahah hello peeps!!decided to post abt stuff since i hav not been posting yeah!=D hhaha im like so bored got no many song nice to listen to haiiz.so sad lahh =( ohh wells, holidays are coming yay!!can go outt!!!=D hehh.but also must study.boohoo.haii i just finished planning for my holidays it is like fully packet with training and revision church camp and all!!haii yeah!!DARE camp is coming!!yay!cant wait but it also means i will miss like a whole week's training which is like BAD BAD BAD!!!=D haii i better improve quickly man if not haii.i m such a failure.ohh man i dun want to be a failure.i wanna win!!haha ok im like totally crapping here!!=) its just me!!!!! hahahh oh man i love training to the core!!hahah tmr will be goin again its at err 530pm this week's training later.also dunno why lahh.but anw,i dun care!=D as long as i go can liao.heehee!!=D today's training haii very tiring so strenuous.it is like non-stop timing ohh man my timing was like deproving like siao.ohh man!!haii hopefully i will buck up and pull up my socks and fly far!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhaah hee! actually i wanna say something else here but i also somehow dun want to later the wrong ppl come and read den i die i rather tell my friends straight to the face better.=D hahahahahha onli close friends may know who im talking abt lahh or maybe they dun even know!!=D im secretive.heehee!!haii this week oh man is so tiring and im like sick now.im down with cough and runny nose haii but im still swimming and up and about!!!hahah.im so energetic!!=D today had geog test thanks to my DADDY up there, i think i will be able to pass with flying colours!!cos the night b4 which was thursday night, i was like dead in a sense i was so tired after training could not finish studying so i just went to sleep and leaving evenything to him!!hahah yeah and i did the right thing!! but b4 the test started, i was very scared that the question would come out like something out of the book i was seriously afraid. i started praying. so when the paper came to me.ohh man was i relieved!!!haha i could ans the questions!!yeah yeah!!so happy!!at least i did not put my whole week of studying into waste!=D actually i did not even want to go sch today lorr.cos was realli tired and dead and drained out of energy in the morning.but now!!im happy and satisfied that i went and did the test yay!!!=) ok lahh i shall go now.byess!!

hmmm...

2005-05-14T21:50:00.000+08:00

hey hey people!!i went training today and did not go DARE haii wonder wat i missed.hmmm..anyway cos felt that i had to study for my two tests next week since i hav not even started yet.but so far i finish studying geog alreadi.and for history i hav like one more chpt to go.haii im like too tired now to go and flip pages of books to study and to memorise facts and all.not now at least haii.tmr goin church but its gonna be at the indoor stadium!yeah!althought that place is dusty and dirty and all, i hav like quite alot of fond memories there!hahah hillsong when there for concert and all yeah!hope they will come again.=D haii.i hav to read the newspaper since im not doin any work,my mum says so.haiiz.my sis just like did a major clear up in her com so like eveything here is totally gone!!!even the websites i saved and my files/pictures and all!!!all gone!haii.she is always like that.always.haii nah dun wanna talk abt it.ohh!!yesterday we had relay during training!!!oh man!!den guess wat i was captain!omg!i thought i was the most ignorant captain there lahh.i onli like did it once or twice.and not even with a group with so many BIG swimmers!!haii anw,as i was saying yeah i was captain means i hav to swiming last and err arrange the swimmers and all.ohh i did not know wat to do i just kept like oh ok u go 1st u go 2nd and all.haii.did not even know if they were suitable in that place or not i did not really care.but anw!perharps God up there was guiding me cos my team came in 1st for almost all the relays.except maybe one cos the last swimmer was slightly slower.but still we got 2nd place for that one.hahahah was veh happy with the team and all.veh encouraging ppl in my team!yeah!!loved it!!haha hope there will be another relay sometime next week!hahahah.!!=D ok lahh i hav to go now!!cya!byee!!-alicia

haii isit peer-pressure??

2005-05-08T21:11:00.000+08:00

helo.today had church.pastor prince was back!!yeah!hahahah.but err perhaps we were quite noisy in the there haii dunno lahh.veh stressed right now.firstly im not exactly getting along with my sister veh well keep squabbling.den my mum like just ticked me off.walau im like so pissed!so decided to like blogg.my sis is like haii.dunno wat to say.maybe everything is just me.im just getting angry at every small thing.beryl got new hp.haii i also want!!!haii so i asked my mum she ends up scolding me!wat the **** haii!!ok sorry but seee i cant control myself.haii so wat lahh i just ASK onli not like say i want it NOW!!walau aiya dunno lahh den the worst thing is that like i hav no one to talk to abt all these crap lahh.haii dunno lahh maybe the hp thing is just peer-pressure haii.i dunnoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but i seriously want the 7270 phone lahh!!haiya i dunno i dunno.shit and i just ticked off my bro too.haii.oh man wat the hell am i doing i think i shld just shut myself up and no say or do anything.and keep everything inside myself haii.i dunno.......adventure camp is coming.its supposed to be like a very exciting event during june holis but i doubt i will hav time to enjoy it cos i will be busy worrying abt sch nationals.oh man its like i got so many problems lahh!!haii GOD HELP ME!!!-alicia

ok alreadi??????

2005-05-02T18:25:00.001+08:00

hey hey!!haii just finished like two tuition today haii.so sian now lahh.haii anw.eveything is like finally resolved.at least i think so.haii.my cg wanna come my hse for cg this week lei.whee!!!but it depends lahh see if it does chash with my training anot.cos on thurs i not coming alreadi so shld go on sat cos sch nationals coming den shld train.haii wanna swim later again but my stupid mum told me yesterday say we will go swim today but now she say,"oh not realli lahh.dun think we will go." walau wat the lahh!!!if dun wan to go frm the start say dun want to go can alreadi wat dun need to lie to me.haii.so such a bloddy hot day.if onli i hav my own private pool in my hse or something that wil be like supper cool!!!yeah!!but too bad i dun hav so no point talkin abt it.im supper bored at home man.haii nothing to do one haiz.ok yeah tmr i hav my napfa 5 items.walau wanna get GOLD again this year man.!my 2.4 run was like damn suckie lahh.1447mins lorr!!!!walau its a damn suckie A lahh walau so malu?!!!ok i think im like crapping alot.heehee!!oh man know yesterday my mum and my bro and i went to a Metro sale.hahah boy i think i like bought over 100bucks over of stuff hahahah.oops anw i veh long neva go for such sales alreadi im like a tipical singaporean goin for cheap things hahah.anw i hafta go now my bloody msn is pissing me off!!!ok cya bye.-alicia

hurt

2005-04-23T21:10:00.001+08:00

helo had service today was good sermon.but the day did not hav a good ending.haii was hurt and like a knife stabbed through my heart i didn't want to believe wat i heard.i did not think they would do this.i was seriously hurt.its like the whole friendship chain was smashed into pieces.i want to scream out loud and i still want to im so hurt.actually very very very very hurt and perharps now depressed.aiya i dunno wat im feeling now.!!!!!!!!Jesus help me!!i dunno wat to do...my parents are irritating me to the core they dun even know im ready enough stressed up with me own problems!!!!!den now some virus thing is going around in the msn and i think i clicked on it so maybe my sis labtop affected.walau wat can be even more worst lahh.why am i feeling as though im being betrayed and talk bad abt.i keep havin this feeling im losing all my friends again they are like being washed away in a heavy rain.one by one they are all goin away.and slipping out of my hands.they one by one betray and hurt me why me why me why me???????????????????????????

hurt

2005-04-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

heavy saturday

2005-04-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

hello dunno if anybody reads posts these days but anw im still posting on my life.hahah today.err hav training for onli like 1hr lahh den it rained so could not continue haii.so sad so i went on my own when the rain stopped.haii veh tired now.supposed to be err studying geog but cant concentrate.haiz.tmr theres church yeah!!hahah but now its like not exciting anymore dunno why lahh but anws.dun think will be goin early cos no matter how early we go there will be not tix for us so fed-up with the church's silly system.haii.den i can go later and sleep longer!yeah!den krys they all anw alreadi goin early so as least they can gurantee a place for me in the audi can liaoz.=D i just stand in the que with my mum and listen to the lastest gossips hahahah.oh yahh and today bought new pumps!!yeah is that how u spell it?anws its just a veh nice pair of shoes.hahah but it looks like my other white pair too.just that now it has pink on it too.=D im resently veh interested in these type of shoes.and i also bought new teva slippers and new swan goggles.the reflective type damn chio looking as in the goggles.ahhahahaah.=p im rather tired now.but feel like writting more.i miss my friends now man.dunno why but i dun feel perfect and i dunno how to explain wat im feeling now.other than tired.maybe err.i dunno???????????/feel so troubled!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ahh JESUS HELP UR CHILD HERE!!!-alicia

porky??

2005-04-14T16:20:00.000+08:00

hello!!hahah know im like supposed to be doin my history hw now but..oh wells decided to post first!hahaha i wanna change blog skin le!!so sian of this one.haii =D today wasn't a veh good day maybe ok lahh quite nice but some irritating ppl i shall not say names.keep irritating me today walau she like dunno limits one lahh.keep asking and asking the same questions again and again.so fan!she dun find herself fan i do lahh hello??anws, its past.haii yesterday's training was maddness!!!!!!!omg its like kept swimming 12x100m for every stroke he told us to do on had drills and all.i trained with my injured arm lahh.haii im goin again today.but might not be in the same class maybe back to my old one dunno lahh.but i rather the swim alot grp.more err.competitive.yahh den i supposed to hav time trial tmr but nahh dun think i will swim.arm hurts dun want to go and stress the muscle up den become worst.haii.but i want it to be healed lorr!!!! it will be healed in Jesus name!!!yeah.haii i also got tuition lorr.haii its like now.but im still at home.i wanna go orchard!!veh long neva go alreadi.feel like a chicken cooped up in the coop.hahah isit coop.haii wadeva man.i dun realli care.=D i dun wanna be at hm 24-7 ger ask if wanna go out on friday but i dun think can lorr got training.haii i wanna skip but i also dun dare haii now like the whole week is fully booked with cca or tuitions or training.haiz.walau suddenly feel so sian.haiz.ok lahh i hav to go alreadi.goin for maths tuition.got common test tmr!ahh!!JESUS HELP ME!!!!-alicia

haii my hand!!

2005-04-09T22:10:00.000+08:00

hello!!hahaha today had dare service!!!yeah!!hahahah love it.but laoda wasn't here today thats kinda sad he is in thailand.helping those tsunami victims.wow,so many ppl were saved.was so touched by wat tchr elisabeth told us just now.it shows that God realli do turn things round.frm a bad disaster into getting so many ppl saved!wow.wat wonders my Daddy can do!yeah.Jesus lovess me!!!hahahha today err.was sitting on the floor for service.haii not used to it my back like hurt when i got up later at the end of service.haii rather sit on chairs.anw.had a great time.oh den i accompanied gill to go Flash n Splash to change a bag she bought.hahah im so envious lorr.haii dun hav that much $$ to go and buy those nice bags i saw not that i need them but haii.i dunno i just love to collect Ripcurl, Roxy, Billabong, Quicksilver..............and so on.all the surf brands lahh.thats just me!=p now haii still doin geog project hav to finalise it.to hand in on thurs.haii.so sian!oh yahh den my mum has to bring me to go see the chinese doc tmr cos my arm i think i hurt the nerve or something.it hurts when i move in certain directions haii.to troublesome man.haiz.hope the chinese doc will not pull my arm till it hurts hahaha.anw.hope i can go church tmr too!!!yeah.ok cya.buhbyee.-alicia**

friends*

2005-03-29T21:11:00.000+08:00

hello.heyy peeps.onli hav 10mins to blogg hehh hav not done hw.oops i noe i shld do hw first butl ater my bro wants to use haii.so blogg now lorr.i wanna change blog skin alreadi this one getting a little boring.hee.but dun realli hav the time to go and search maybe on friday or so den go search.haii keep getting flu these few days.oh man.den today neva go training haii cos errr.too lazy and had tuition.anw i hav tuition practically everyday actually haii at least it fun.hehh.haii that stupid form tch of mine change our places.haii den im like sitting at the dorr now lahh but infront omg so front i think i will hav no reason not to concentrate now maybe there will be reasons soon.hahah and a smarty pants girl is sitting next to me so hehh.can ask her everything i dunno!!but i would rather sit at the back with manda,van,andrea,chris,jia there lorr feel more how u sayy hmmm.cosy.yeah.cosy.so sad cannot like joke around or laugh abt now.ppl sitting arnd me all so serious one.haii.but tiong sitting quite close to me lahh.sort of behind.but im going to sit with these ppl until term 3 ends ahh!!!!anws, im still veh irritated by the whole thing!!!!stupid CP!!!but on the brighter side of things, i hav dare 2 play to look forward to!yeah at least thats one good thing.rite???hmmm.........yeah yeah anw.i cant wait!!!woohoo!!i love it its going to be like another OEW.heehee.ok i think i hav typed enough.cya peeps!!!-beloved alicia*

pS: treasure wat u hav now, dun wait till you hav lost it, you will regret it.

heyy!

2005-03-13T19:54:00.000+08:00

hey!hahah today had a veh long day so was yesterday.whoa both were long days still veh sleepy slept quite early yesterday tho in e morning went acs barker carnival den went DARE service today morning went church den went out for lunch.haii den all the little little problems start to come i shall not name them here.some might gossip abt it.hee shall not create anymore trouble.=D haii the back of my 1000 blessings note book realli cool man wrote that in a fit of angry you can say.dunno why just felt like writing it.=p hahah yeah there is a week of holis ahead!cool so happy but yet sad.haii.cos got tuition almost like everyday.training like 2 times a day also.haii.so sian onli friday got no tuition but got training.so stressed manz.haii.maybe i shld like create a special part in my blogg such tt onli ppl with the password can read wadever im writing.hehh.yeah maybe i shall do tt. hee!!oh yes on sat was graduation of the last year sec4s so sad man most of them were like crying.mostly girl.when will you see a guy crying lahh they all act tough one.haii anw.most of the girls frm my cg are those graduating lahh.haii so sad.now like got so........few girls left.so sad.got no more big jie jies to talk to and crap around with.hahahahahaha will surely miss them.awwwww..so sad.haii anw,life has to go on.can u imagine, in 3 years time it will be our turn!!!!!!!!!ahh!!!!!!!we are goin to leave dare!!!NO!!!!!!!!!oh man.haii.anws.today we sang The power of your presence that song we sang during dare camp den everybody was crying tt one hahah so cool man tt song so touching.!!!!!!!!hahaha on i think i hav crapped enough for now.cya ppl.!-alicia

2005-03-06T19:25:00.000+08:00

heyy!!!!!!!!!!!//haahha today had sunday service yeah!it has been like ages since i went to chruch manz.haha oh yeah i love the mockingbird/toy soldiers song by Eminem.so cool the song i like especially the chours. heehee!maybe will change my blogg song.hahha but err too lazy to go and change stuffs.=D dare dnd postponed to like i think end of the year.so sad haizz.so de onli thing to look forward to now is the Dare to play thing comming up yeah!hahaha its on 2nd april trying to get my bro to come he everything also dun want to come haii becoming like a couch potato.just watch tv all day.haii.sch tmr again.so sad.another week of torture.den HOLIDAYS! yeah!!!haha but onli one week so sad.haii anws.i wanna go out veh long neva go out alreadi lorr!haii since sch reopen neva even go out.haii.anw.on that one week i will!hahaha ok lahh i think iu talk quite alot alreadi.hehh.bye!!!

i dun hav anything to do!

2005-02-25T16:35:00.000+08:00

hey hey,i just created a new e-mail acc cos i just realized that my hotmail onli got 2mb and is veh small yahoo one bigger got at least 250mb.haha oh tmr i cant go dare cos my mum hosting a tea party and she invited my sch teachers and princials blah blah blah.......so i must stay and make my face known to all the teachers tt im her daughter.haii im wondering wat i will be doin maybe just hanging around and act guai and stuck up to them while my friends enjoy themselves in church.haii parents just dunno wat is important to you.church dare service is the the spark of the whole week.they moment i hav been waiting for.the most wanted event of the week.haii anyway hope i will be able to go on sunday tho.haii.oh yeah as i was saying, my new yahoo add is err. alicia_piggy91@hotmail.com hahaha kinda cute rite?heh ok lahh i better carry on with my research now.cya ppl!iloveyou!-alicia

hahaha finally got the com!

2005-02-20T21:55:00.000+08:00

hello!!!heyy heyy!long long long time haha.haii dunno lei seem to not hav the time to post maybe shall delete the blogg soon.cos like hav not use for it.i hav to pass the com over to my sis in like 5mins cos haii she is always asking to use it when i want to use it.so piggy lorr haha anw today was sunday!yeah!as u know i love saturdays and sundays!yeah they rawk!=D tmr as usual got sch again.haii so sian like so boring in sch also.just like listen to tchr scold and all.haii dunno lei.oh yeah theres this DARE dinner & dance thingy comming up!haha and i hav bought tix alreadi my bro can go yeah he is like finally goin for something that is like DARE.he does not even want to go for service lahh haiz.say he has to study becoz of psle this year.i think i wasn't even tt "guai" when i was p6 can!haha im like so NOT guai lahh veh playful then tt why......... i wonder if there is dare next sat man i realli miss it.it is like taking so long to become saturday again.haiz.anw i think i hav crapped enough for today.anw im not even supposed to use the com.haii ok see you when i see you!-alicia__**

hahaha long long time!

2005-01-31T18:54:00.000+08:00

hey!!!hahaha long time no blogg.heh heh sorri no time even to use the com cos got alot of stuff to do like hw, assignments,training...blah blah blah.haiz anw cant wait for teenzeal i mean DARE haiz.it seems as though it will be like veh long later.=( so bored at hm sometimes.den dun like to use com when got ppl hm cos they will see me typing on my blogg den will ask alot of questions hai.anw.im like goin tanner cos of swimming lorr haiz.its so tiring den cannot just suddenly wanna quit haiz hate cca-s!!!!!!!they suck!!haiz last time was dance now is swimming.but i think swimming is better than dance lahh i suppose.haha dunno lahh.i dun wan my bill to blow leh i think i sms alot this month.i pray tt it does not man!!God help me!if not no hp for like FOREVER!!!haiz den i kinda lost my hi-card.haiz anw i also got no spare hp.haiz wat am i talk abt man.saying all those negative things haiz.anw.im goin out again to meet my mum to buy some stuff of my history project.haha.oh yeah i just realized tt when i msg jonathan its like msgin gervais den when i msg gervais is like msgin jon haiz.its like so alike.hahah maybe its just me!!hehex.ok gtg now hope i did not crapp too much!!hahaha.cyaz ppl!!!love ya losts!-alicia

ps.i wanna change hp!!!!!!hahaha God pls let my parents allow me to do so.hahaha!!!

me again.

2005-01-08T21:00:00.000+08:00

hello peeps!it has been a long time since i hav done a long post. hehe.will try to make this one long.=p today was the first DARE service of the year.yeah!!!so nice.so many ppl.but my bro couldn't make it he had some BB outing at orchard so called his flag day.i think he enjoys himself there lahh.he does not see to be veri interested in comming to DARE i also dunno why but he does not want to come even tho he has nothing on.haiz.anw its his problem he is loosing out.haiz i managed to survive the first week of sch hope i can survive the whole year! it seems as though it will be so difficult.since sch has started i think alot of things are goin to change.haiz i hav to choose my cca by monday i think i will be joinin st.nicks swim team either that or the dance club lorr.haiz but kinda sick of dance alreadi hav been in that cca since like p4.haiz dun wanna hav the same cca all my life not exactly veri interesting also.=p hahaha!haiz DARE is on alternate week frm now i think becoz sch has started so yahh hai.so sad den on some sundays i cant go for adult service cos i hav to stay hm to study.cos cant also onli think of goin out and neglect my studies.hai.theres alot of things goin on in church man as in in between my friends as in so obvious haiz they just dunno how to tell lies properly heh.=D oh i hope i cant go for flag day next week for the tsunami victims hahahah at least a break frm all the sch work i will be following my church friends i hope hahah anw.cant wait hopefully i will not hav cca or training or anything on that day!oh sheesh i hav my dental on mon and i hav not been wearing my rubber band!oops i sure die one!i think i better go wear now.!!!!!!!!ok i think i shall end here den.byeez!-alicia

hey hey!!long time neva come le!!

2005-01-05T18:00:00.000+08:00

hello sorri ahh.it has been a veri veri long time since i came to update hee.doin other stuff like watchin tv.hee!haiz sch start liao.so sad no more freedom cant go bs maybe cant even go early for DARE haiz i just realized i hav to change all the tzt to dARE on my link list thats alot man.haiz anw cant wait for this comming first dare of the year!yeah!!!ok my parents come home le.update another day!sorri again.hee!!!

hey baby!!! i love DARE camp!!!

2004-12-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

hello peeps!!hahaha i enjoyed teenzeal camp baby!!! whoa!!! i love it!! but there will be no more teenzeal camp cos teenzeal changing camp to DARE so it will be DARE camp not teenzeal camp hee!!yeah baby i love church camps its so fun got no parents some more..cool sia!! hahhaah i love the song "when you did nothing at all" by ronnan keating..and "the power of your presence" the two songs made me cry like shit!!! i love camp!!!it rawkz!!too bad to those who didn't go manz..hahhaha u lost out ppl!!!hee!! i just love it so must on the 2nd day the morning service the presence of God was realli strong man..all of us were slain man we were dancing in the presence of God so cool rite?? den we were crying like crazy..actually during the 1st day's service the presence of God was veri strong alreadi i could feel it...this camp i think changed quite alot ppl...like pierson lorr.b4 camp he was so quiet and dao..now hmmm so changed..he is to talkative..and open last time he wasn't..and according to denise and nic it changed me alot... i dunno i still feel the same tho!! hee! denise was so touched that she cried on the last night...when we sang the ronnan keating song..but it is seriously veri touching lah..this camp i cried alot man...as in realli alot!!!heehee!! i miss camp!! during camp everyday also got praise and worship now haiz...dun hav..gotta wait till sat or sunday..so sad..i miss church although i just went church on sunday but i love DARE services its so fun and stuff..!!!and cool!!haiz cant wait till next DARE camp next year..haiz anw today we went marine cove to skate...so fun heehee!!skating in the rain when i was not supposed to..=p ok anw.. gtg now..cyaz ppl!!! can wait to see u all!-alicia

why cant they understand???

2004-11-29T01:50:00.000+08:00

helo!!haiz parents realli dun understand us man!! walau i hav my week planned out properly kae..den they say this cannot that cannot haiz den i hav to like stay hm for mon and tues until wed when i go for camp yeah!! i think we meeting at lik 7++ at clementi mrt station so cool...den it will be like the whole week of no parents!!!! total freedom!yeah! im so supper happy!! haha i finally dun need to stand all the nonsense goin on at hm!! yes! hate being at hm manz..damn suck..hate being at hm..atmosphere always so bad one..my dad always scolds, my mum is always trying to maintain peace..my sis haiz she keeps thinking the world revolves around her she keeps bossing ppl around haiz..want to kill her sometimes.keeps getting on my nerves haiz my bro also is no exactly better off..haiz..ok anw..im not supposed to be awake now... i cant wait for camp mamz!!!!!!! its so damn cool!!! full of games!!! haha any gtg now..cyaz..-alicia

flu not more

2004-11-24T18:56:00.000+08:00

helo!!! haha today is the release of the p6 psle results..yeah! so cool!!! haha ok veri bored at hm..nth to do one..onli the same stuff over and over again..=( watch tv, play com talk talk talk talk haiz... nth much one..den most of the days i hav to go back to sch for cca..sianz..oh yeah yesterday went orchard to meet gill, nic denise, dean, ian, samuel,pierson and gervais...it did not end off a good day..this person was pizzed with that person, that person was pizzed with this person hai..made it such a suckie day in the end..then to make it worst, it rained heavily..hai..nic and denise ran in the rain all the way frm cine to somerset..they were drenched..hai such good friends..=p hee!!! ok im slightly crazy!!! hahahahahahaha TZT CAMP is next week!!! woohoo!! haha cant wait... but must be healthy man..im havin flu man..hai sad lah.. hav been havin this flu for a few days liao..anw..im healed! amen! haha my bro just came back frm p5 tzt camp at costa sands.. haha anw yah now he is sleeping like a pig..=D ok i shall stop here.. veri tired of staring at the com liao..cya! -alicia

flu not more

2004-11-24T17:41:00.000+08:00

today hai!!!!

2004-11-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

hello!!!! so veh long since i blogged.... at least i think so...anw... hows life ppl? haiz mine sucks! it is full of torture i hate my life!!!! oh yea!! did i tell u i love the song welcome to my life by simple plan? im listening to it now!!!!!! its so cool!!!! it totally explains how im feeling!!! i hav listened to it over and over again.... still think it supper nice.... =p o yeah! sorry nat and gervais i totally freaked u guyz out yesterday... but i just did not feel good... hated myself for that moment....haiz anw... its past... today went nat's hse....ok lah it was fun...just that this time did not swim tho... when i got hm, i got scolding for goin hm late, goin out for no reason and not accompanying my mum to go for swimming... haiz...got so much problems manz...i even get scolded for no reason.... haiz.... that stupid 9 o'clock show walau such a let down manz.... the kaiwei neva end up with yixuan lorx!!!! instead he ends up with jingwen....eww!!! i jus hate the ending!!!! but at least apple ended up with jun xiang haha i onli like tt couple... =D haha haiz i think tmr i hav to go for some computer course down at orchard frm 9am-5pm..... haiz i whole day of torture....but at least it at orchard rite? haiz heard my sis saying that it is boring goin there alone...=( too bad i think i will hav to go cos if not my parents will get realli mad!!!! sorry i think there is something wrong with my tag board again.... haiz so sad my com is realli lagging... i hav to use laptop to update my bloggie...cant go to websites..... shitty com... ok gtg now...byeez....-alicia

teenZeal service today!!!

2004-11-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

hello!!!! haha today was supper nice man!!!! haha so funny..during service, we sang "God is moving" yeah i just love tt song! whoa! so cool and jumpy! hee... den after tt we waited till 7pm for our parents to fetch us.... =p u know wat was the best part???? haah we wanted to draw money frm the atm...haiz den krys press wrongly for den came out $1000 dollars cash frm the atm i got a shock of my live...i suddenly felt so unsafe...haha den i decided to treat them to eat something..haha...so funny i think denise,krys and tiffy still cant stop laughing..haha... they were so shocked!!! haha den still can run around laughing haiz.... but i think its rather funny lah...... haiz den to kinda spoil my day my parents decided to scold me cos they blame me for not bring money and drwing so much...... haiz f*** off man! haiz sorry... just so feaking pizzed! haiz just now almost blew! walau... haiz ok dun wanna talk abt it anymore... hai...must remember to do something... haiz.... must remember...haha... ok i wanna sleep liao! nitez.... -alicia

goin overseas???

2004-11-10T10:35:00.000+08:00

hello.... haha... ok i hav cca today again...haiz.... at abt 1pm hav to leave... hai... o yea! haiz nic flying off to melbourne tmr... why is everybody goin melbourne? gervais will be goin there too..... haha... but haiz he is goin till next june or so...haiz so long!!!!! heard frm krys he will not be havin a phone or computer...haiz poor didi.... nvm lah i think he shld be able to enjoy his time there rite? at least its not in singapore.... haiz it so cool there.... and he will hav to parents whoa!!!!!! haha ok eh...didi must miss alll of us kae.....=p *ego* ok gtg bye.-alicia

haiz..another suckie day...

2004-11-07T19:50:00.000+08:00

hello! haha ok today was veri sukie...eww.. haiz had problems again but this time i think it my fault.. haiz maybe everything was my fault.... hiyo... dunno wats with me lah...just veri.....hai dunno how to explain.... nvm...just trust in him... yeah! dad is always there for us...looking on the bright side, i cant wait for church camp.... yea! so happy when i think of tt....haha... ok i hope everything would be ok by then.... [pray hard alicia] bye...

haiz..

2004-11-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

hello...im like talking on conference... but not talkin to much... haiz..ok so i dunno why but im like havin some difficulties talk to friends....maybe its me..but yah it just is this way...ok i shall talk to them more this week so that we will be ok faster... dunno why lah....but dun realli want to say here...but haiz...yah anw sorri its goin to be a short entry... -alicia

eww...got cca!!!!!

2004-10-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

haiz its the starting of the holidays and i think its goin to suck.... i hav cca like 3x this wk....i dun feel like goin manz...tmr hav cca and tuition on ties, got tuition wed, haiz the whole day is full...thurs got tuition on fri got cca.... can u see how suck it can get? den for the whole month of nov, i hav cca on almost all the mon,wed and fri....... its like total crap... i hate this school!!!!!! its torture!!! hate this sch a whole lot....my cca is for like 3hrs....eww....i want to change cca to something nice liaoz...it sucks....all of it every single bit of the cca....but i loved my pri dance cca....but this sec dance cca sucks to the core!!!!!! im sorry to say tt but its true... i think st.nicks hav better instructors den here...my instructor is so damn blardy fierce and idiotic!!!!!!!! and she is bias!!!! wa lau.... dunoo how my friends can stand her..... its irritating.... she makes me wanna puke.... haiz... ok so today's service was nice.... o yes..i made a long slid on my right wrist today...dunoo why i did it too... but haiz...it is just so... and my nuckle bone on my left mid finger hurts cos nat banged it against the hall floor....haiz....so now my whole right hand is suffering.... haiz..anw... gtg now... hav to study....-alicia

why must do this to me?????

2004-10-27T19:20:00.000+08:00

it seems as though my life can neva end with a good ending....as usual, it SUCKS TO THE CORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why must my friends be so so so so damn mean and irritating???????????? of course they think i dun know lah but......................... i still do... i hav been trying to tell do but wat do they do just leave it be......this time, it realli hit me bad and hard........ so if i leave the church, gevais and dean will leave, one to china and the other to aust.........so if we leave the whole circle of friends will break up...... so now wat they are trying to say is it all up to me........ haiz wat do i do now? den now my sch friends also got alot of problems........ now wat i realli feel like doing is ending my life with a full-stop.

how??????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-26T17:00:00.000+08:00

hello...haiz my tagboard seems rather "lively" haiz... with bad stuff tho... haiz today veri boring... !!!!!! eww got dunno wat camp next year.... boohoo!!! i dun want to go....... my grp sucks!!!!!!!!! and tmr there is some funny thing whic will enable us to go out of sch.......yeah!!!!!!!!! haha kinda excited.... yes!!!! finally can go out.... ha..... ok the next thing im looking forward to is youth camp!!!! yeah! teenzeal camp....woohoo ok goin now.... byee...-alicia

mY shiTTy dAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-24T21:07:00.002+08:00

hello..haiz today is my bdae!! haha but it isn't a veri good one...got like kinda veri angry, saddened, hurt...again.... todae i feel as though my friends treat me like a canned food... whenever they need my , the will just bring me down frm the shelf, whenever they dun need or want me, they will just put me back.....they keep using me..... they dun even understand how i feel anymore.... no wonder my mum keeps on telling me, good and lasting friends are hard to find..... they keep taking things as jokes....dun even noe wat is hurtful or stuff...its my bdae im supposed to be happy and cheerful all day but i dun seem to be...if i was, it was all fake.... it was just put on..... actually i feel veri depressed...... nat keeps telling me not to do stupid stuff to myself....i hav to keep to my promise i tell myself i dun know how long i can last........ i dun even feel like.......nah nvm...anw.... i onli enjoyed the part of the day when my family went to celebrate my day........ now in my group of friends, i dunno who to trust or who not to trust any longer....it seems as though i cannot trust anybody... pls who likes friends who are back-stabbers? friends who dun realli care abt u, who dun care if ur hurt or sad and keep thinking tt everything is a joke???? haiz ppl will obviously want those friends whom, no matter rain or shine would come to ur rescue rite? and would care abt u and lend u a listening ear to u when to need one...........ok...shall stop here... goin now....... -alicia

mY shiTTy dAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

depressed...and.......

2004-10-18T21:05:00.000+08:00

hello..damn bored at hm manz...since the exams are over i hav got nothing to do... den as i hav nth to do i start thinking abt strange funny and depressing stuff which realli get hold of me and spoil my mood for everything... tmr is my bro bdae but, as usual, i hav not gotten him anything yet... haiz... dunno wat to get him lehz...aiya now i hav like millions of problems on my mind...dunno why also..anw, im listening to this song..somehow i love it!!! my dad just keeps continuing to pizz me off!!!!!!! dunno why lah my parents just dun seem to get to understand my problems at all.... haiz...i love tt song manz!!!! the lyrics are on sam blog so nice!!! ok nth more to say..God bless...-alicia

mY thOughTs?????? hmmm.....

2004-10-16T19:53:00.000+08:00

hello...today kinda went shopping the whole day...was kinda boring towards the end though... haiz..ok veri tired/ depressed now... dunno weather to be angry/sad or happy... kinda veri blurr now.. heh.. tmr there is church!!! yeah! after that we will be goin to watch movie...but dunno wat to watch.. there are no new movies showing now... maybe hav lah but i just dunno abt it... hehe... ok so i took 3 neo-prints to day...haha at least i acceptable amount... no like tt day we took until like 5-6 machines... there is nobody online...so bored...i think almost everybody is down at orchard rd.... down their looks realli busy....hai...tmr maybe will not watch movie lah..cos dun realli want to spent money at the moment...i think i spent quite alot alreadi..sad lah... i feel like changing my wallet for tmr..i think i shall just bring the stuff that i need... o yea..i think tonight their will be conference again... as in almost everynight their will be... hmmm..im kinda getting sick of talking to the same ppl... haha ok nvm... maybe will still talk cos cant do anything else other than talk on the phone...i cant use e com cos my sis will be studying... anw...i will try to update soon.... o yes! i just remembered..i got an a1 for my lit...yeah! haha ok gtg now...byeez -alicia =p

fRidAy le... yEaH.. buT stilL Ot eXams untiL neXt weD

2004-10-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

hello... haha exams almost over liao..yeah!! woohoo...can go partying soon!!!! cool... hehe ok kinda erm crazy now.. cos veri excited cant wait for tzt camp although havin some problems now, but im putting them aside... =p smiles... hai..tmr got teenZeal yeah man! but dun think i can go tt early... heard got some acsi guyz comin...invited by ermz.. i think piers and gerard.. dunno or maybe nic..not so sure.. anw, also heard didi not happy...haiz o yea! mei just now told me she will be comin for teenzeal tmr with tiffy... goody!!! tmr sure got alot of ppl there...=p yeah! actually wanted to post my feelings, thoughts etc here but..erm decided not to cos.. aiya, nvm still better not to say... tmr can hand up camp for le...yes! its the oppening of the camp registration but still i hav problems... sad case im living in the world of problems... hope it would change soon... o yeah my sis kinda got her prelims results back...but it does not seem veri good cos can tell frm the atmosphere in the house... haiz im still borded by my problems... cant seem to find anybody to talk to they are either busy or they are out or something... i hate ppl who betray me stab me in the back... im sure everyone hates those type of ppl....who wants a friend who betrays u????!!!! that person realli will be crazy... ok sorry but this will realli be a short update.. will update again next week or so after my exams lah...still got geog comin up so must go and study...den wed can go out with my clique... yeah! ok goin off now...byeez... -alicia

jEsUs lovEs mE!!!!

nExT wK eXamS!!!!!!!!!!ahh!!! heLp mE!!!!!!mY cUt hUrtS

2004-09-30T19:05:00.000+08:00

hello ppl..heh..next week exams alreadi....ahh...so fast...now almost everyday also must study and read this read that... hardly hav time to come...haha at least hav this little short period to come and update... hehe... cant wait for the exams to be over manz!!!!! i want to go wild wild wet!!!! i onli when there once...so sad....sob sob... so must go again...but this time with my friends...maybe to celebrate my bdae....=p but first must do my best for my exams....den i will think abt my bdae...so thats not first priority...hehe o yea!!!! teenZeal comin liaoz!!! yea!!! as i hav said in the last entry...=p smiles....cant wait.. it 4days 3nights... cannot wait for that time... we get to hav praise and worship every single day...plus service can end in how knows wat time?????haha so fun exciting... and there are games...so excited!!!! heeheex... okie so todae ermz was not realli a good day.. it sucked!!!blurred my vision quite a few times... den i onli came hm at...hmmm....630..cos had tuition after sch... so now im veri tired and drained out of energy... o yes and today u accidentally cut the side of my hand den part of the skin tore off....den my itchy finger decided to pull the skin of.....wa!!! i will neva forget that moment....it hurt like hell!!!! pls remind me next time to think b4 acting too rashly....=) haha it still hurts...especially when i write... im left-handed some more....haiz...hav to put a plaster there if not ermz....can see the gab.... hehe...can say quite disgusting lah...im used to these type of cuts and bruises...ok gtg now...byeez....-alicia-

to stand on the sidelines jump
right in and let God show you
the real REASON FOR LIVING!
jEsUs the aWeSomE gRaCe oF gOD.>

mOsT hapPeNinG yOutH sErvIcE!!!

2004-09-25T19:43:00.000+08:00

hello!!!!today is the best ever youth service in this month!!!! wow!!!even though my didi did not go, but the prasie and worship was veri nice long and touching!!! wow!!! my tears just kept rolling down...could realli feel God's presence there... wow its like tzt camp worship.... i love the songs we sang today...they are all so nice.... so i reminded myself to go hm and post it here!!!!! so sad, tmr i will not be goin adult service cos hav to study... haiz...im staying at hm...den will hav chinese tuition...eww...haiz too bad examz comin liaoz...so must study hard!!! o yea!! forgot to put in during praise and worship, i could feel God's love over me... i had this feeling i hav neva felt b4....i was so touched!!! i cried continuously... i realli cant wait for camp!!!! its comin so soon... we hav the application forms alreadi.... we are goin to Port Dickson, malaysia... yeah!!! i can tell its goin to be veri fun!!! the hotel is at the beach side manz!!! cool!!! haha hope all of them can go...haiz...ok so tmr is goin to be boring day at hm....=( got to go for swiming training in the evening some more... haiz i think for my hp smses, i over send liaoz....i think comfirm go over 500 haiz hope this month's bill does not blow... realli hope it does not... it not....haiz my i will hav to sae byee to my hp..haiz...ok goin now....byeez.....God bless...remember,

**God's love is unconditional**

<>[cant wait for my bdae hehe]

hello!!!!eXamS!!!!eww!!!!

2004-09-22T19:06:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...can u guess wat? i kinda hurt my knee so i hav a bit of problem walking and goin up and down the stairs...haiz. all thx to the stupuid volley ball it hit my knee so hard until like that...haiz hav to suffer....but i believe its healed in jesus name...hehe... so now practically my whole body hurts... cos firstly my mouth hurts cos i just had my brace wire changed so its hurts now... den my knee u noe lah... my back has been hurting every since dunno when...haiz...so poor thing horx...den i hav ALOT ALOT of problems now some more...haiz...=( God pls help me manz!!!! tmr is a slack day heeheex... the lessons for tmr all not important one...eg. music and stuff....den the exams are just round the corner....haiz...but i noe that week will come and go veri quickly... cos u will be busy studying such that u dun noe how fast the time hav bee passing by...so hope it will...and i must do well for my end of the year!!! its a MUST!!! i cannot let my friends and family down... =p God will be by my side all the way!!!! o yea my sis bdae comin and i hav not bought anything for her yet...u noe she is goin to get a 6230 hp tmr!!!!!ahh!!!!i also want.... haiz i hav to wait till like next year or next next year...o yea!! after exams im goin out!!!it deff!!! i will be goin out with....hmm ok lah...my clique, my church friends....nic denise my kor my two didis.....blah blah blah..... so name i dun realli want to name cos not confirm yet... hai hav some 'problems'...we will take neo like crazi ppl!!!i think i sure go broke once the holis start...haiz...and my bdae is coming!!!!haha wonder how i shld celebrate it... maybe goin wild wild wet or something...oh..noe since exams coming, my parents sae if saturday got teenZeal den cannot go on sunday for adult service lorx...haiz...ok lah i think its good also...so just bare with it for like 4 weeks...hope can bare not to go... =p ok better be goin now... will blog as often as possible...byeez...signing off...alicia

hAha baCK!!! tzt tmr!!

2004-09-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

hello ppl.... sorri, so long neva come liaoz.... no time mahz exams comin veri soon...just round the corner..so must study..see so guai...haha no lah u obviously hav to work for ur own good results ritez?? yeah anw... tmr got teenZeal!!!! haha so happy... but b4 goin i think i will be meeting nic and maybe some other friends to study b4 goin enjoying ourselves...heeheex... we will study for abt 3hrs.. still hav to do it larz.... o yea den got oral tmr morning some more..haiz... chinese oral how disgusting!!! i hope i will pass with flying colours manz!!! =p if u noe me well u will noe i hate chinese!!!! tt language suckz!!! eww i wanna drop it manz....but too bad i cant i hav to carry it with me till jc.... how suckie can this get??? haiz.... yeah! my life kinda suck manz....God pls help me!!!! ok i hav to go and bath now... cos tmr got sch and hav to sleep early....nitez...ppl...cya erm...soon...-alicia